CHAPTER I
In the private editorial office of the principal newspaper
in a great colonial city two men were talking. They were both
young. The stouter of the two, fair, and with more of an urban look about
him, was the editor and part-owner of the important newspaper.
The other’s name was Renouard. That he was exercised
in his mind about something was evident on his fine bronzed face. He was
a lean, lounging, active man. The journalist continued the conversation.
“And so you were dining yesterday at old Dunster’s.”
He used the word old not in the endearing sense in which it
is sometimes applied to intimates, but as a matter of sober fact. The
Dunster in question was old. He had been an eminent colonial statesman,
but had now retired from active politics after a tour in Europe and a lengthy
stay in England, during which he had had a very good press indeed. The
colony was proud of him.
“Yes. I dined there,” said Renouard. “Young
Dunster asked me just as I was going out of his office. It seemed to be
like a sudden thought. And yet I can’t help suspecting some purpose
behind it. He was very pressing. He swore that his uncle would be
very pleased to see me. Said his uncle had mentioned lately that the
granting to me of the Malata concession was the last act of his official life.”
“Very touching. The old boy sentimentalises over the
past now and then.”
“I really don’t know why I accepted,” continued the
other. “Sentiment does not move me very easily. Old Dunster was
civil to me of course, but he did not even inquire how I was getting on with my
silk plants. Forgot there was such a thing probably. I must say
there were more people there than I expected to meet. Quite a big party.”
“I was asked,” remarked the newspaper man. “Only I
couldn’t go. But when did you arrive from Malata?”
“I arrived yesterday at daylight. I am anchored out
there in the bay—off Garden Point. I was in Dunster’s office before he
had finished reading his letters. Have you ever seen young Dunster reading
his letters? I had a glimpse of him through the open door. He holds
the paper in both hands, hunches his shoulders up to his ugly ears, and brings
his long nose and his thick lips on to it like a sucking apparatus. A
commercial monster.”
“Here we don’t consider him a monster,” said the newspaper
man looking at his visitor thoughtfully.
“Probably not. You are used to see his face and to see
other faces. I don’t know how it is that, when I come to town, the
appearance of the people in the street strike me with such force. They
seem so awfully expressive.”
“And not charming.”
“Well—no. Not as a rule. The effect is forcible
without being clear. . . . I know that you think it’s because of my solitary
manner of life away there.”
“Yes. I do think so. It is demoralising.
You don’t see any one for months at a stretch. You’re leading an
unhealthy life.”
The other hardly smiled and murmured the admission that true
enough it was a good eleven months since he had been in town last.where he had
settled after five strenuous years of adventure and exploration.
“It’s a fact,” he said, “that when I am at home in Malata I
see no one consciously. I take the plantation boys for granted.”
“Well, and we here take the people in the streets for
granted. And that’s sanity.”
The visitor said nothing to this for fear of engaging a
discussion. What he had come to seek in the editorial office was not
controversy, but information. Yet somehow he hesitated to approach the
subject. Solitary life makes a man reticent in respect of anything in the
nature of gossip, which those to whom chatting about their kind is an everyday
exercise regard as the commonest use of speech.
“You very busy?” he asked.
The Editor making red marks on a long slip of printed paper
threw the pencil down.
“No. I am done. Social paragraphs. This
office is the place where everything is known about everybody—including even a
great deal of nobodies. Queer fellows drift in and out of this
room. Waifs and strays from home, from up-country, from the Pacific.
And, by the way, last time you were here you picked up one of that sort for
your assistant—didn’t you?”
“I engaged an assistant only to stop your preaching about
the evils of solitude,” said Renouard hastily; and the pressman laughed at the
half-resentful tone. His laugh was not very loud, but his plump person
shook all over. He was aware that his younger friend’s deference to his
advice was based only on an imperfect belief in his wisdom—or his
sagacity. But it was he who had first helped Renouard in his plans of
exploration: the five-years’ programme of scientific adventure, of work, of
danger and endurance, carried out with such distinction and rewarded modestly
with the lease of Malata island by the frugal colonial government. And
this reward, too, had been due to the journalist’s advocacy with word and
pen—for he was an influential man in the community. Doubting very much if
Renouard really liked him, he was himself without great sympathy for a certain
side of that man which he could not quite make out. He only felt it
obscurely to be his real personality—the true—and, perhaps, the absurd.
As, for instance, in that case of the assistant. Renouard had given way
to the arguments of his friend and backer—the argument against the unwholesome
effect of solitude, the argument for the safety of companionship even if
quarrelsome. Very well. In this docility he was sensible and even
likeable. But what did he do next? Instead of taking counsel as to
the choice with his old backer and friend, and a man, besides, knowing
everybody employed and unemployed on the pavements of the town, this
extraordinary Renouard suddenly and almost surreptitiously picked up a
fellow—God knows who—and sailed away with him back to Malata in a hurry; a
proceeding obviously rash and at the same time not quite straight. That
was the sort of thing. The secretly unforgiving journalist laughed a
little longer and then ceased to shake all over.
“Oh, yes. About that assistant of yours. . . .”
“What about him,” said Renouard, after waiting a while, with
a shadow of uneasiness on his face.
“Have you nothing to tell me of him?”
“Nothing except. . . .” Incipient grimness vanished
out of Renouard’s aspect and his voice, while he hesitated as if reflecting
seriously before he changed his mind. “No. Nothing whatever.”
“You haven’t brought him along with you by chance—for a
change.”
The Planter of Malata stared, then shook his head, and
finally murmured carelessly: “I think he’s very well where he is. But I
wish you could tell me why young Dunster insisted so much on my dining with his
uncle last night. Everybody knows I am not a society man.”
The Editor exclaimed at so much modesty. Didn’t his
friend know that he was their one and only explorer—that he was the man
experimenting with the silk plant. . . .
“Still, that doesn’t tell me why I was invited
yesterday. For young Dunster never thought of this civility before. . .
.”
“Our Willie,” said the popular journalist, “never does
anything without a purpose, that’s a fact.”
“And to his uncle’s house too!”
“He lives there.”
“Yes. But he might have given me a feed somewhere
else. The extraordinary part is that the old man did not seem to have
anything special to say. He smiled kindly on me once or twice, and that
was all. It was quite a party, sixteen people.”
The Editor then, after expressing his regret that he had not
been able to come, wanted to know if the party had been entertaining.
Renouard regretted that his friend had not been there.
Being a man whose business or at least whose profession was to know everything
that went on in this part of the globe, he could probably have told him
something of some people lately arrived from home, who were amongst the
guests. Young Dunster (Willie), with his large shirt-front and streaks of
white skin shining unpleasantly through the thin black hair plastered over the
top of his head, bore down on him and introduced him to that party, as if he
had been a trained dog or a child phenomenon. Decidedly, he said, he
disliked Willie—one of these large oppressive men. . . .
A silence fell, and it was as if Renouard were not going to
say anything more when, suddenly, he came out with the real object of his visit
to the editorial room.
“They looked to me like people under a spell.”
The Editor gazed at him appreciatively, thinking that,
whether the effect of solitude or not, this was a proof of a sensitive
perception of the expression of faces.
“You omitted to tell me their name, but I can make a
guess. You mean Professor Moorsom, his daughter and sister—don’t you?”
Renouard assented. Yes, a white-haired lady. But
from his silence, with his eyes fixed, yet avoiding his friend, it was easy to
guess that it was not in the white-haired lady that he was interested.
“Upon my word,” he said, recovering his usual bearing.
“It looks to me as if I had been asked there only for the daughter to talk to
me.”
He did not conceal that he had been greatly struck by her
appearance. Nobody could have helped being impressed. She was
different from everybody else in that house, and it was not only the effect of
her London clothes. He did not take her down to dinner. Willie did
that. It was afterwards, on the terrace. . . .
The evening was delightfully calm. He was sitting
apart and alone, and wishing himself somewhere else—on board the schooner for
choice, with the dinner-harness off. He hadn’t exchanged forty words
altogether during the evening with the other guests. He saw her suddenly
all by herself coming towards him along the dimly lighted terrace, quite from a
distance.
She was tall and supple, carrying nobly on her straight body
a head of a character which to him appeared peculiar, something—well—pagan,
crowned with a great wealth of hair. He had been about to rise, but her
decided approach caused him to remain on the seat. He had not looked much
at her that evening. He had not that freedom of gaze acquired by the
habit of society and the frequent meetings with strangers. It was not
shyness, but the reserve of a man not used to the world and to the practice of
covert staring, with careless curiosity. All he had captured by his
first, keen, instantly lowered, glance was the impression that her hair was
magnificently red and her eyes very black. It was a troubling effect, but
it had been evanescent; he had forgotten it almost till very unexpectedly he
saw her coming down the terrace slow and eager, as if she were restraining
herself, and with a rhythmic upward undulation of her whole figure. The
light from an open window fell across her path, and suddenly all that mass of
arranged hair appeared incandescent, chiselled and fluid, with the daring
suggestion of a helmet of burnished copper and the flowing lines of molten
metal. It kindled in him an astonished admiration. But he said
nothing of it to his friend the Editor. Neither did he tell him that her
approach woke up in his brain the image of love’s infinite grace and the sense
of the inexhaustible joy that lives in beauty. No! What he imparted
to the Editor were no emotions, but mere facts conveyed in a deliberate voice
and in uninspired words.
“That young lady came and sat down by me. She said:
‘Are you French, Mr. Renouard?’”
He had breathed a whiff of perfume of which he said nothing
either—of some perfume he did not know. Her voice was low and
distinct. Her shoulders and her bare arms gleamed with an extraordinary
splendour, and when she advanced her head into the light he saw the admirable
contour of the face, the straight fine nose with delicate nostrils, the
exquisite crimson brushstroke of the lips on this oval without colour.
The expression of the eyes was lost in a shadowy mysterious play of jet and
silver, stirring under the red coppery gold of the hair as though she had been
a being made of ivory and precious metals changed into living tissue.
“. . . I told her my people were living in Canada, but that
I was brought up in England before coming out here. I can’t imagine what
interest she could have in my history.”
“And you complain of her interest?”
The accent of the all-knowing journalist seemed to jar on
the Planter of Malata.
“No!” he said, in a deadened voice that was almost
sullen. But after a short silence he went on. “Very
extraordinary. I told her I came out to wander at large in the world when
I was nineteen, almost directly after I left school. It seems that her
late brother was in the same school a couple of years before me. She
wanted me to tell her what I did at first when I came out here; what other men
found to do when they came out—where they went, what was likely to happen to
them—as if I could guess and foretell from my experience the fates of men who
come out here with a hundred different projects, for hundreds of different
reasons—for no reason but restlessness—who come, and go, and disappear!
Preposterous. She seemed to want to hear their histories. I told
her that most of them were not worth telling.”
The distinguished journalist leaning on his elbow, his head
resting against the knuckles of his left hand, listened with great attention,
but gave no sign of that surprise which Renouard, pausing, seemed to expect.
“You know something,” the latter said brusquely. The
all-knowing man moved his head slightly and said, “Yes. But go on.”
“It’s just this. There is no more to it. I found
myself talking to her of my adventures, of my early days. It couldn’t
possibly have interested her. Really,” he cried, “this is most
extraordinary. Those people have something on their minds. We sat
in the light of the window, and her father prowled about the terrace, with his
hands behind his back and his head drooping. The white-haired lady came
to the dining-room window twice—to look at us I am certain. The other
guests began to go away—and still we sat there. Apparently these people
are staying with the Dunsters. It was old Mrs. Dunster who put an end to
the thing. The father and the aunt circled about as if they were afraid
of interfering with the girl. Then she got up all at once, gave me her
hand, and said she hoped she would see me again.”
While he was speaking Renouard saw again the sway of her
figure in a movement of grace and strength—felt the pressure of her hand—heard
the last accents of the deep murmur that came from her throat so white in the
light of the window, and remembered the black rays of her steady eyes passing
off his face when she turned away. He remembered all this visually, and
it was not exactly pleasurable. It was rather startling like the
discovery of a new faculty in himself. There are faculties one would
rather do without—such, for instance, as seeing through a stone wall or
remembering a person with this uncanny vividness. And what about those
two people belonging to her with their air of expectant solicitude!
Really, those figures from home got in front of one. In fact, their
persistence in getting between him and the solid forms of the everyday material
world had driven Renouard to call on his friend at the office. He hoped
that a little common, gossipy information would lay the ghost of that
unexpected dinner-party. Of course the proper person to go to would have
been young Dunster, but, he couldn’t stand Willie Dunster—not at any price.
In the pause the Editor had changed his attitude, faced his
desk, and smiled a faint knowing smile.
“Striking girl—eh?” he said.
The incongruity of the word was enough to make one jump out
of the chair. Striking! That girl striking! Stri . . .!
But Renouard restrained his feelings. His friend was not a person to give
oneself away to. And, after all, this sort of speech was what he had come
there to hear. As, however, he had made a movement he re-settled himself
comfortably and said, with very creditable indifference, that yes—she was,
rather. Especially amongst a lot of over-dressed frumps. There
wasn’t one woman under forty there.
“Is that the way to speak of the cream of our society; the
‘top of the basket,’ as the French say,” the Editor remonstrated with mock
indignation. “You aren’t moderate in your expressions—you know.”
“I express myself very little,” interjected Renouard
seriously.
“I will tell you what you are. You are a fellow that
doesn’t count the cost. Of course you are safe with me, but will you
never learn. . . .”
“What struck me most,” interrupted the other, “is that she
should pick me out for such a long conversation.”
“That’s perhaps because you were the most remarkable of the
men there.”
Renouard shook his head.
“This shot doesn’t seem to me to hit the mark,” he said
calmly. “Try again.”
“Don’t you believe me? Oh, you modest creature.
Well, let me assure you that under ordinary circumstances it would have been a
good shot. You are sufficiently remarkable. But you seem a pretty
acute customer too. The circumstances are extraordinary. By Jove
they are!”
He mused. After a time the Planter of Malata dropped a
negligent—
“And you know them.”
“And I know them,” assented the all-knowing Editor, soberly,
as though the occasion were too special for a display of professional vanity; a
vanity so well known to Renouard that its absence augmented his wonder and
almost made him uneasy as if portending bad news of some sort.
“You have met those people?” he asked.
“No. I was to have met them last night, but I had to
send an apology to Willie in the morning. It was then that he had the
bright idea to invite you to fill the place, from a muddled notion that you
could be of use. Willie is stupid sometimes. For it is clear that
you are the last man able to help.”
“How on earth do I come to be mixed up in this—whatever it
is?” Renouard’s voice was slightly altered by nervous irritation.
“I only arrived here yesterday morning.”
CHAPTER II
His friend the Editor turned to him squarely. “Willie
took me into consultation, and since he seems to have let you in I may just as
well tell you what is up. I shall try to be as short as I can. But
in confidence—mind!”
He waited. Renouard, his uneasiness growing on him
unreasonably, assented by a nod, and the other lost no time in beginning.
Professor Moorsom—physicist and philosopher—fine head of white hair, to judge
from the photographs—plenty of brains in the head too—all these famous
books—surely even Renouard would know. . . .
Renouard muttered moodily that it wasn’t his sort of
reading, and his friend hastened to assure him earnestly that neither was it
his sort—except as a matter of business and duty, for the literary page of that
newspaper which was his property (and the pride of his life). The only
literary newspaper in the Antipodes could not ignore the fashionable
philosopher of the age. Not that anybody read Moorsom at the Antipodes,
but everybody had heard of him—women, children, dock labourers, cabmen.
The only person (besides himself) who had read Moorsom, as far as he knew, was
old Dunster, who used to call himself a Moorsomian (or was it Moorsomite) years
and years ago, long before Moorsom had worked himself up into the great swell
he was now, in every way. . . Socially too. Quite the fashion in the
highest world.
Renouard listened with profoundly concealed attention.
“A charlatan,” he muttered languidly.
“Well—no. I should say not. I shouldn’t wonder
though if most of his writing had been done with his tongue in his cheek.
Of course. That’s to be expected. I tell you what: the only really
honest writing is to be found in newspapers and nowhere else—and don’t you
forget it.”
The Editor paused with a basilisk stare till Renouard had
conceded a casual: “I dare say,” and only then went on to explain that old
Dunster, during his European tour, had been made rather a lion of in London,
where he stayed with the Moorsoms—he meant the father and the girl. The
professor had been a widower for a long time.
“She doesn’t look just a girl,” muttered Renouard. The
other agreed. Very likely not. Had been playing the London hostess
to tip-top people ever since she put her hair up, probably.
“I don’t expect to see any girlish bloom on her when I do
have the privilege,” he continued. “Those people are staying with the
Dunster’s incog., in a manner, you understand—something like
royalties. They don’t deceive anybody, but they want to be left to themselves.
We have even kept them out of the paper—to oblige old Dunster. But we
shall put your arrival in—our local celebrity.”
“Heavens!”
“Yes. Mr. G. Renouard, the explorer, whose indomitable
energy, etc., and who is now working for the prosperity of our country in
another way on his Malata plantation . . . And, by the by, how’s the silk
plant—flourishing?”
“Yes.”
“Did you bring any fibre?”
“Schooner-full.”
“I see. To be transhipped to Liverpool for
experimental manufacture, eh? Eminent capitalists at home very much
interested, aren’t they?”
“They are.”
A silence fell. Then the Editor uttered slowly—“You
will be a rich man some day.”
Renouard’s face did not betray his opinion of that confident
prophecy. He didn’t say anything till his friend suggested in the same
meditative voice—
“You ought to interest Moorsom in the affair too—since
Willie has let you in.”
“A philosopher!”
“I suppose he isn’t above making a bit of money. And
he may be clever at it for all you know. I have a notion that he’s a fairly
practical old cove. . . . Anyhow,” and here the tone of the speaker took on a
tinge of respect, “he has made philosophy pay.”
Renouard raised his eyes, repressed an impulse to jump up,
and got out of the arm-chair slowly. “It isn’t perhaps a bad idea,” he
said. “I’ll have to call there in any case.”
He wondered whether he had managed to keep his voice steady,
its tone unconcerned enough; for his emotion was strong though it had nothing
to do with the business aspect of this suggestion. He moved in the room
in vague preparation for departure, when he heard a soft laugh. He spun
about quickly with a frown, but the Editor was not laughing at him. He
was chuckling across the big desk at the wall: a preliminary of some speech for
which Renouard, recalled to himself, waited silent and mistrustful.
“No! You would never guess! No one would ever
guess what these people are after. Willie’s eyes bulged out when he came
to me with the tale.”
“They always do,” remarked Renouard with disgust.
“He’s stupid.”
“He was startled. And so was I after he told me.
It’s a search party. They are out looking for a man. Willie’s soft
heart’s enlisted in the cause.”
Renouard repeated: “Looking for a man.”
He sat down suddenly as if on purpose to stare. “Did
Willie come to you to borrow the lantern,” he asked sarcastically, and got up
again for no apparent reason.
“What lantern?” snapped the puzzled Editor, and his face
darkened with suspicion. “You, Renouard, are always alluding to things
that aren’t clear to me. If you were in politics, I, as a party
journalist, wouldn’t trust you further than I could see you. Not an inch
further. You are such a sophisticated beggar. Listen: the man is
the man Miss Moorsom was engaged to for a year. He couldn’t have been a
nobody, anyhow. But he doesn’t seem to have been very wise. Hard
luck for the young lady.”
He spoke with feeling. It was clear that what he had
to tell appealed to his sentiment. Yet, as an experienced man of the
world, he marked his amused wonder. Young man of good family and
connections, going everywhere, yet not merely a man about town, but with a foot
in the two big F’s.
Renouard lounging aimlessly in the room turned round: “And
what the devil’s that?” he asked faintly.
“Why Fashion and Finance,” explained the Editor.
“That’s how I call it. There are the three R’s at the bottom of the
social edifice and the two F’s on the top. See?”
“Ha! Ha! Excellent! Ha! Ha!” Renouard laughed
with stony eyes.
“And you proceed from one set to the other in this democratic
age,” the Editor went on with unperturbed complacency. “That is if you
are clever enough. The only danger is in being too clever. And I
think something of the sort happened here. That swell I am speaking of
got himself into a mess. Apparently a very ugly mess of a financial
character. You will understand that Willie did not go into details with
me. They were not imparted to him with very great abundance either.
But a bad mess—something of the criminal order. Of course he was
innocent. But he had to quit all the same.”
“Ha! Ha!” Renouard laughed again abruptly, staring as
before. “So there’s one more big F in the tale.”
“What do you mean?” inquired the Editor quickly, with an air
as if his patent were being infringed.
“I mean—Fool.”
“No. I wouldn’t say that. I wouldn’t say that.”
“Well—let him be a scoundrel then. What the devil do I
care.”
“But hold on! You haven’t heard the end of the story.”
Renouard, his hat on his head already, sat down with the
disdainful smile of a man who had discounted the moral of the story.
Still he sat down and the Editor swung his revolving chair right round.
He was full of unction.
“Imprudent, I should say. In many ways money is as
dangerous to handle as gunpowder. You can’t be too careful either as to
who you are working with. Anyhow there was a mighty flashy burst up, a
sensation, and—his familiar haunts knew him no more. But before he
vanished he went to see Miss Moorsom. That very fact argues for his
innocence—don’t it? What was said between them no man knows—unless the
professor had the confidence from his daughter. There couldn’t have been
much to say. There was nothing for it but to let him go—was there?—for
the affair had got into the papers. And perhaps the kindest thing would
have been to forget him. Anyway the easiest. Forgiveness would have
been more difficult, I fancy, for a young lady of spirit and position drawn
into an ugly affair like that. Any ordinary young lady, I mean.
Well, the fellow asked nothing better than to be forgotten, only he didn’t find
it easy to do so himself, because he would write home now and then. Not
to any of his friends though. He had no near relations. The
professor had been his guardian. No, the poor devil wrote now and then to
an old retired butler of his late father, somewhere in the country, forbidding
him at the same time to let any one know of his whereabouts. So that
worthy old ass would go up and dodge about the Moorsom’s town house, perhaps
waylay Miss Moorsom’s maid, and then would write to ‘Master Arthur’ that the
young lady looked well and happy, or some such cheerful intelligence. I
dare say he wanted to be forgotten, but I shouldn’t think he was much cheered
by the news. What would you say?”
Renouard, his legs stretched out and his chin on his breast,
said nothing. A sensation which was not curiosity, but rather a vague
nervous anxiety, distinctly unpleasant, like a mysterious symptom of some
malady, prevented him from getting up and going away.
“Mixed feelings,” the Editor opined. “Many fellows out
here receive news from home with mixed feelings. But what will his
feelings be when he hears what I am going to tell you now? For we know he
has not heard yet. Six months ago a city clerk, just a common drudge of
finance, gets himself convicted of a common embezzlement or something of that
kind. Then seeing he’s in for a long sentence he thinks of making his
conscience comfortable, and makes a clean breast of an old story of tampered
with, or else suppressed, documents, a story which clears altogether the
honesty of our ruined gentleman. That embezzling fellow was in a position
to know, having been employed by the firm before the smash. There was no
doubt about the character being cleared—but where the cleared man was nobody
could tell. Another sensation in society. And then Miss Moorsom
says: ‘He will come back to claim me, and I’ll marry him.’ But he didn’t
come back. Between you and me I don’t think he was much wanted—except by
Miss Moorsom. I imagine she’s used to have her own way. She grew
impatient, and declared that if she knew where the man was she would go to
him. But all that could be got out of the old butler was that the last
envelope bore the postmark of our beautiful city; and that this was the only
address of ‘Master Arthur’ that he ever had. That and no more. In
fact the fellow was at his last gasp—with a bad heart. Miss Moorsom
wasn’t allowed to see him. She had gone herself into the country to learn
what she could, but she had to stay downstairs while the old chap’s wife went
up to the invalid. She brought down the scrap of intelligence I’ve told
you of. He was already too far gone to be cross-examined on it, and that
very night he died. He didn’t leave behind him much to go by, did
he? Our Willie hinted to me that there had been pretty stormy days in the
professor’s house, but—here they are. I have a notion she isn’t the kind
of everyday young lady who may be permitted to gallop about the world all by
herself—eh? Well, I think it rather fine of her, but I quite understand
that the professor needed all his philosophy under the circumstances. She
is his only child now—and brilliant—what? Willie positively spluttered
trying to describe her to me; and I could see directly you came in that you had
an uncommon experience.”
Renouard, with an irritated gesture, tilted his hat more
forward on his eyes, as though he were bored. The Editor went on with the
remark that to be sure neither he (Renouard) nor yet Willie were much used to
meet girls of that remarkable superiority. Willie when learning business
with a firm in London, years before, had seen none but boarding-house society,
he guessed. As to himself in the good old days, when he trod the glorious
flags of Fleet Street, he neither had access to, nor yet would have cared for
the swells. Nothing interested him then but parliamentary politics and
the oratory of the House of Commons.
He paid to this not very distant past the tribute of a
tender, reminiscent smile, and returned to his first idea that for a society girl
her action was rather fine. All the same the professor could not be very
pleased. The fellow if he was as pure as a lily now was just about as
devoid of the goods of the earth. And there were misfortunes, however
undeserved, which damaged a man’s standing permanently. On the other
hand, it was difficult to oppose cynically a noble impulse—not to speak of the
great love at the root of it. Ah! Love! And then the lady was
quite capable of going off by herself. She was of age, she had money of
her own, plenty of pluck too. Moorsom must have concluded that it was
more truly paternal, more prudent too, and generally safer all round to let
himself be dragged into this chase. The aunt came along for the same
reasons. It was given out at home as a trip round the world of the usual
kind.
Renouard had risen and remained standing with his heart
beating, and strangely affected by this tale, robbed as it was of all glamour
by the prosaic personality of the narrator. The Editor added: “I’ve been
asked to help in the search—you know.”
Renouard muttered something about an appointment and went
out into the street. His inborn sanity could not defend him from a misty
creeping jealousy. He thought that obviously no man of that sort could be
worthy of such a woman’s devoted fidelity. Renouard, however, had lived
long enough to reflect that a man’s activities, his views, and even his ideas
may be very inferior to his character; and moved by a delicate consideration
for that splendid girl he tried to think out for the man a character of inward
excellence and outward gifts—some extraordinary seduction. But in
vain. Fresh from months of solitude and from days at sea, her splendour
presented itself to him absolutely unconquerable in its perfection, unless by
her own folly. It was easier to suspect her of this than to imagine in
the man qualities which would be worthy of her. Easier and less
degrading. Because folly may be generous—could be nothing else but
generosity in her; whereas to imagine her subjugated by something common was
intolerable.
Because of the force of the physical impression he had
received from her personality (and such impressions are the real origins of the
deepest movements of our soul) this conception of her was even
inconceivable. But no Prince Charming has ever lived out of a fairy
tale. He doesn’t walk the worlds of Fashion and Finance—and with a
stumbling gait at that. Generosity. Yes. It was her
generosity. But this generosity was altogether regal in its splendour,
almost absurd in its lavishness—or, perhaps, divine.
In the evening, on board his schooner, sitting on the rail,
his arms folded on his breast and his eyes fixed on the deck, he let the
darkness catch him unawares in the midst of a meditation on the mechanism of
sentiment and the springs of passion. And all the time he had an abiding
consciousness of her bodily presence. The effect on his senses had been
so penetrating that in the middle of the night, rousing up suddenly, wide-eyed
in the darkness of his cabin, he did not create a faint mental vision of her
person for himself, but, more intimately affected, he scented distinctly the
faint perfume she used, and could almost have sworn that he had been awakened
by the soft rustle of her dress. He even sat up listening in the dark for
a time, then sighed and lay down again, not agitated but, on the contrary,
oppressed by the sensation of something that had happened to him and could not
be undone.
CHAPTER III
In the afternoon he lounged into the editorial office,
carrying with affected nonchalance that weight of the irremediable he had felt
laid on him suddenly in the small hours of the night—that consciousness of
something that could no longer be helped. His patronising friend informed
him at once that he had made the acquaintance of the Moorsom party last
night. At the Dunsters, of course. Dinner.
“Very quiet. Nobody there. It was much better
for the business. I say . . .”
Renouard, his hand grasping the back of a chair, stared down
at him dumbly.
“Phew! That’s a stunning girl. . . Why do you want to
sit on that chair? It’s uncomfortable!”
“I wasn’t going to sit on it.” Renouard walked slowly
to the window, glad to find in himself enough self-control to let go the chair
instead of raising it on high and bringing it down on the Editor’s head.
“Willie kept on gazing at her with tears in his boiled
eyes. You should have seen him bending sentimentally over her at dinner.”
“Don’t,” said Renouard in such an anguished tone that the
Editor turned right round to look at his back.
“You push your dislike of young Dunster too far. It’s
positively morbid,” he disapproved mildly. “We can’t be all beautiful
after thirty. . . . I talked a little, about you mostly, to the
professor. He appeared to be interested in the silk plant—if only as a
change from the great subject. Miss Moorsom didn’t seem to mind when I
confessed to her that I had taken you into the confidence of the thing.
Our Willie approved too. Old Dunster with his white beard seemed to give
me his blessing. All those people have a great opinion of you, simply
because I told them that you’ve led every sort of life one can think of before
you got struck on exploration. They want you to make suggestions.
What do you think ‘Master Arthur’ is likely to have taken to?”
“Something easy,” muttered Renouard without unclenching his
teeth.
“Hunting man. Athlete. Don’t be hard on the
chap. He may be riding boundaries, or droving cattle, or humping his swag
about the back-blocks away to the devil—somewhere. He may be even
prospecting at the back of beyond—this very moment.”
“Or lying dead drunk in a roadside pub. It’s late
enough in the day for that.”
The Editor looked up instinctively. The clock was
pointing at a quarter to five. “Yes, it is,” he admitted. “But it
needn’t be. And he may have lit out into the Western Pacific all of a
sudden—say in a trading schooner. Though I really don’t see in what
capacity. Still . . . ”
“Or he may be passing at this very moment under this very
window.”
“Not he . . . and I wish you would get away from it to where
one can see your face. I hate talking to a man’s back. You stand
there like a hermit on a sea-shore growling to yourself. I tell you what
it is, Geoffrey, you don’t like mankind.”
“I don’t make my living by talking about mankind’s affairs,”
Renouard defended himself. But he came away obediently and sat down in
the arm-chair. “How can you be so certain that your man isn’t down there
in the street?” he asked. “It’s neither more nor less probable than every
single one of your other suppositions.”
Placated by Renouard’s docility the Editor gazed at him for
a while. “Aha! I’ll tell you how. Learn then that we have
begun the campaign. We have telegraphed his description to the police of
every township up and down the land. And what’s more we’ve ascertained
definitely that he hasn’t been in this town for the last three months at
least. How much longer he’s been away we can’t tell.”
“That’s very curious.”
“It’s very simple. Miss Moorsom wrote to him, to the
post office here directly she returned to London after her excursion into the
country to see the old butler. Well—her letter is still lying
there. It has not been called for. Ergo, this town is not his usual
abode. Personally, I never thought it was. But he cannot fail to turn
up some time or other. Our main hope lies just in the certitude that he
must come to town sooner or later. Remember he doesn’t know that the
butler is dead, and he will want to inquire for a letter. Well, he’ll
find a note from Miss Moorsom.”
Renouard, silent, thought that it was likely enough.
His profound distaste for this conversation was betrayed by an air of weariness
darkening his energetic sun-tanned features, and by the augmented dreaminess of
his eyes. The Editor noted it as a further proof of that immoral
detachment from mankind, of that callousness of sentiment fostered by the
unhealthy conditions of solitude—according to his own favourite theory.
Aloud he observed that as long as a man had not given up correspondence he
could not be looked upon as lost. Fugitive criminals had been tracked in
that way by justice, he reminded his friend; then suddenly changed the bearing
of the subject somewhat by asking if Renouard had heard from his people lately,
and if every member of his large tribe was well and happy.
“Yes, thanks.”
The tone was curt, as if repelling a liberty. Renouard
did not like being asked about his people, for whom he had a profound and
remorseful affection. He had not seen a single human being to whom he was
related, for many years, and he was extremely different from them all.
On the very morning of his arrival from his island he had
gone to a set of pigeon-holes in Willie Dunster’s outer office and had taken
out from a compartment labelled “Malata” a very small accumulation of
envelopes, a few addressed to himself, and one addressed to his assistant, all
to the care of the firm, W. Dunster and Co. As opportunity offered, the
firm used to send them on to Malata either by a man-of-war schooner going on a
cruise, or by some trading craft proceeding that way. But for the last
four months there had been no opportunity.
“You going to stay here some time?” asked the Editor, after
a longish silence.
Renouard, perfunctorily, did see no reason why he should
make a long stay.
“For health, for your mental health, my boy,” rejoined the
newspaper man. “To get used to human faces so that they don’t hit you in
the eye so hard when you walk about the streets. To get friendly with
your kind. I suppose that assistant of yours can be trusted to look after
things?”
“There’s the half-caste too. The Portuguese. He
knows what’s to be done.”
“Aha!” The Editor looked sharply at his friend.
“What’s his name?”
“Who’s name?”
“The assistant’s you picked up on the sly behind my back.”
Renouard made a slight movement of impatience.
“I met him unexpectedly one evening. I thought he
would do as well as another. He had come from up country and didn’t seem
happy in a town. He told me his name was Walter. I did not ask him
for proofs, you know.”
“I don’t think you get on very well with him.”
“Why? What makes you think so.”
“I don’t know. Something reluctant in your manner when
he’s in question.”
“Really. My manner! I don’t think he’s a great
subject for conversation, perhaps. Why not drop him?”
“Of course! You wouldn’t confess to a mistake.
Not you. Nevertheless I have my suspicions about it.”
Renouard got up to go, but hesitated, looking down at the
seated Editor.
“How funny,” he said at last with the utmost seriousness,
and was making for the door, when the voice of his friend stopped him.
“You know what has been said of you? That you couldn’t
get on with anybody you couldn’t kick. Now, confess—is there any truth in
the soft impeachment?”
“No,” said Renouard. “Did you print that in your paper.”
“No. I didn’t quite believe it. But I will tell
you what I believe. I believe that when your heart is set on some object
you are a man that doesn’t count the cost to yourself or others. And this
shall get printed some day.”
“Obituary notice?” Renouard dropped negligently.
“Certain—some day.”
“Do you then regard yourself as immortal?”
“No, my boy. I am not immortal. But the voice of
the press goes on for ever. . . . And it will say that this was the secret of
your great success in a task where better men than you—meaning no offence—did
fail repeatedly.”
“Success,” muttered Renouard, pulling-to the office door
after him with considerable energy. And the letters of the word PRIVATE
like a row of white eyes seemed to stare after his back sinking down the
staircase of that temple of publicity.
Renouard had no doubt that all the means of publicity would
be put at the service of love and used for the discovery of the loved
man. He did not wish him dead. He did not wish him any harm.
We are all equipped with a fund of humanity which is not exhausted without many
and repeated provocations—and this man had done him no evil. But before
Renouard had left old Dunster’s house, at the conclusion of the call he made
there that very afternoon, he had discovered in himself the desire that the
search might last long. He never really flattered himself that it might
fail. It seemed to him that there was no other course in this world for
himself, for all mankind, but resignation. And he could not help thinking
that Professor Moorsom had arrived at the same conclusion too.
Professor Moorsom, slight frame of middle height, a
thoughtful keen head under the thick wavy hair, veiled dark eyes under straight
eyebrows, and with an inward gaze which when disengaged and arriving at one
seemed to issue from an obscure dream of books, from the limbo of meditation,
showed himself extremely gracious to him. Renouard guessed in him a man
whom an incurable habit of investigation and analysis had made gentle and
indulgent; inapt for action, and more sensitive to the thoughts than to the
events of existence. Withal not crushed, sub-ironic without a trace of
acidity, and with a simple manner which put people at ease quickly. They
had a long conversation on the terrace commanding an extended view of the town
and the harbour.
The splendid immobility of the bay resting under his gaze,
with its grey spurs and shining indentations, helped Renouard to regain his
self-possession, which he had felt shaken, in coming out on the terrace, into
the setting of the most powerful emotion of his life, when he had sat within a
foot of Miss Moorsom with fire in his breast, a humming in his ears, and in a
complete disorder of his mind. There was the very garden seat on which he
had been enveloped in the radiant spell. And presently he was sitting on
it again with the professor talking of her. Near by the patriarchal
Dunster leaned forward in a wicker arm-chair, benign and a little deaf, his big
hand to his ear with the innocent eagerness of his advanced age remembering the
fires of life.
It was with a sort of apprehension that Renouard looked
forward to seeing Miss Moorsom. And strangely enough it resembled the
state of mind of a man who fears disenchantment more than sortilege. But
he need not have been afraid. Directly he saw her in a distance at the
other end of the terrace he shuddered to the roots of his hair. With her
approach the power of speech left him for a time. Mrs. Dunster and her
aunt were accompanying her. All these people sat down; it was an intimate
circle into which Renouard felt himself cordially admitted; and the talk was of
the great search which occupied all their minds. Discretion was expected
by these people, but of reticence as to the object of the journey there could
be no question. Nothing but ways and means and arrangements could be
talked about.
By fixing his eyes obstinately on the ground, which gave him
an air of reflective sadness, Renouard managed to recover his
self-possession. He used it to keep his voice in a low key and to measure
his words on the great subject. And he took care with a great inward
effort to make them reasonable without giving them a discouraging
complexion. For he did not want the quest to be given up, since it would
mean her going away with her two attendant grey-heads to the other side of the
world.
He was asked to come again, to come often and take part in
the counsels of all these people captivated by the sentimental enterprise of a
declared love. On taking Miss Moorsom’s hand he looked up, would have
liked to say something, but found himself voiceless, with his lips suddenly
sealed. She returned the pressure of his fingers, and he left her with
her eyes vaguely staring beyond him, an air of listening for an expected sound,
and the faintest possible smile on her lips. A smile not for him,
evidently, but the reflection of some deep and inscrutable thought.
CHAPTER IV
He went on board his schooner. She lay white, and as
if suspended, in the crepuscular atmosphere of sunset mingling with the ashy
gleam of the vast anchorage. He tried to keep his thoughts as sober, as
reasonable, as measured as his words had been, lest they should get away from
him and cause some sort of moral disaster. What he was afraid of in the
coming night was sleeplessness and the endless strain of that wearisome
task. It had to be faced however. He lay on his back, sighing
profoundly in the dark, and suddenly beheld his very own self, carrying a small
bizarre lamp, reflected in a long mirror inside a room in an empty and
unfurnished palace. In this startling image of himself he recognised
somebody he had to follow—the frightened guide of his dream. He traversed
endless galleries, no end of lofty halls, innumerable doors. He lost
himself utterly—he found his way again. Room succeeded room. At
last the lamp went out, and he stumbled against some object which, when he
stooped for it, he found to be very cold and heavy to lift. The sickly
white light of dawn showed him the head of a statue. Its marble hair was
done in the bold lines of a helmet, on its lips the chisel had left a faint
smile, and it resembled Miss Moorsom. While he was staring at it fixedly,
the head began to grow light in his fingers, to diminish and crumble to pieces,
and at last turned into a handful of dust, which was blown away by a puff of
wind so chilly that he woke up with a desperate shiver and leaped headlong out
of his bed-place. The day had really come. He sat down by the cabin
table, and taking his head between his hands, did not stir for a very long
time.
Very quiet, he set himself to review this dream. The
lamp, of course, he connected with the search for a man. But on closer
examination he perceived that the reflection of himself in the mirror was not
really the true Renouard, but somebody else whose face he could not
remember. In the deserted palace he recognised a sinister adaptation by
his brain of the long corridors with many doors, in the great building in which
his friend’s newspaper was lodged on the first floor. The marble head
with Miss Moorsom’s face! Well! What other face could he have
dreamed of? And her complexion was fairer than Parian marble, than the
heads of angels. The wind at the end was the morning breeze entering
through the open porthole and touching his face before the schooner could swing
to the chilly gust.
Yes! And all this rational explanation of the
fantastic made it only more mysterious and weird. There was something
daemonic in that dream. It was one of those experiences which throw a man
out of conformity with the established order of his kind and make him a
creature of obscure suggestions.
Henceforth, without ever trying to resist, he went every
afternoon to the house where she lived. He went there as passively as if
in a dream. He could never make out how he had attained the footing of
intimacy in the Dunster mansion above the bay—whether on the ground of personal
merit or as the pioneer of the vegetable silk industry. It must have been
the last, because he remembered distinctly, as distinctly as in a dream,
hearing old Dunster once telling him that his next public task would be a
careful survey of the Northern Districts to discover tracts suitable for the
cultivation of the silk plant. The old man wagged his beard at him
sagely. It was indeed as absurd as a dream.
Willie of course would be there in the evening. But he
was more of a figure out of a nightmare, hovering about the circle of chairs in
his dress-clothes like a gigantic, repulsive, and sentimental bat. “Do
away with the beastly cocoons all over the world,” he buzzed in his blurred,
water-logged voice. He affected a great horror of insects of all
kinds. One evening he appeared with a red flower in his
button-hole. Nothing could have been more disgustingly fantastic.
And he would also say to Renouard: “You may yet change the history of our
country. For economic conditions do shape the history of nations.
Eh? What?” And he would turn to Miss Moorsom for approval, lowering
protectingly his spatulous nose and looking up with feeling from under his
absurd eyebrows, which grew thin, in the manner of canebrakes, out of his
spongy skin. For this large, bilious creature was an economist and a
sentimentalist, facile to tears, and a member of the Cobden Club.
In order to see as little of him as possible Renouard began
coming earlier so as to get away before his arrival, without curtailing too
much the hours of secret contemplation for which he lived. He had given
up trying to deceive himself. His resignation was without bounds.
He accepted the immense misfortune of being in love with a woman who was in
search of another man only to throw herself into his arms. With such
desperate precision he defined in his thoughts the situation, the consciousness
of which traversed like a sharp arrow the sudden silences of general
conversation. The only thought before which he quailed was the thought
that this could not last; that it must come to an end. He feared it
instinctively as a sick man may fear death. For it seemed to him that it
must be the death of him followed by a lightless, bottomless pit. But his
resignation was not spared the torments of jealousy: the cruel, insensate,
poignant, and imbecile jealousy, when it seems that a woman betrays us simply
by this that she exists, that she breathes—and when the deep movements of her
nerves or her soul become a matter of distracting suspicion, of killing doubt,
of mortal anxiety.
In the peculiar condition of their sojourn Miss Moorsom went
out very little. She accepted this seclusion at the Dunsters’ mansion as
in a hermitage, and lived there, watched over by a group of old people, with
the lofty endurance of a condescending and strong-headed goddess. It was
impossible to say if she suffered from anything in the world, and whether this
was the insensibility of a great passion concentrated on itself, or a perfect
restraint of manner, or the indifference of superiority so complete as to be
sufficient to itself. But it was visible to Renouard that she took some
pleasure in talking to him at times. Was it because he was the only
person near her age? Was this, then, the secret of his admission to the
circle?
He admired her voice as well poised as her movements, as her
attitudes. He himself had always been a man of tranquil tones. But
the power of fascination had torn him out of his very nature so completely that
to preserve his habitual calmness from going to pieces had become a terrible
effort.
He used to go from her on board the schooner exhausted,
broken, shaken up, as though he had been put to the most exquisite
torture. When he saw her approaching he always had a moment of
hallucination. She was a misty and fair creature, fitted for invisible
music, for the shadows of love, for the murmurs of waters. After a time
(he could not be always staring at the ground) he would summon up all his
resolution and look at her. There was a sparkle in the clear obscurity of
her eyes; and when she turned them on him they seemed to give a new meaning to
life. He would say to himself that another man would have found long
before the happy release of madness, his wits burnt to cinders in that
radiance. But no such luck for him. His wits had come unscathed
through the furnaces of hot suns, of blazing deserts, of flaming angers against
the weaknesses of men and the obstinate cruelties of hostile nature.
Being sane he had to be constantly on his guard against
falling into adoring silences or breaking out into wild speeches. He had
to keep watch on his eyes, his limbs, on the muscles of his face. Their
conversations were such as they could be between these two people: she a young
lady fresh from the thick twilight of four million people and the artificiality
of several London seasons; he the man of definite conquering tasks, the
familiar of wide horizons, and in his very repose holding aloof from these
agglomerations of units in which one loses one’s importance even to
oneself. They had no common conversational small change. They had
to use the great pieces of general ideas, but they exchanged them trivially.
It was no serious commerce. Perhaps she had not much of that coin.
Nothing significant came from her. It could not be said that she had
received from the contacts of the external world impressions of a personal
kind, different from other women. What was ravishing in her was her
quietness and, in her grave attitudes, the unfailing brilliance of her
femininity. He did not know what there was under that ivory forehead so
splendidly shaped, so gloriously crowned. He could not tell what were her
thoughts, her feelings. Her replies were reflective, always preceded by a
short silence, while he hung on her lips anxiously. He felt himself in
the presence of a mysterious being in whom spoke an unknown voice, like the
voice of oracles, bringing everlasting unrest to the heart.
He was thankful enough to sit in silence with secretly
clenched teeth, devoured by jealousy—and nobody could have guessed that his
quiet deferential bearing to all these grey-heads was the supreme effort of
stoicism, that the man was engaged in keeping a sinister watch on his tortures
lest his strength should fail him. As before, when grappling with other
forces of nature, he could find in himself all sorts of courage except the
courage to run away.
It was perhaps from the lack of subjects they could have in
common that Miss Moorsom made him so often speak of his own life. He did
not shrink from talking about himself, for he was free from that exacerbated,
timid vanity which seals so many vain-glorious lips. He talked to her in
his restrained voice, gazing at the tip of her shoe, and thinking that the time
was bound to come soon when her very inattention would get weary of him.
And indeed on stealing a glance he would see her dazzling and perfect, her eyes
vague, staring in mournful immobility, with a drooping head that made him think
of a tragic Venus arising before him, not from the foam of the sea, but from a
distant, still more formless, mysterious, and potent immensity of mankind.
CHAPTER V
One afternoon Renouard stepping out on the terrace found
nobody there. It was for him, at the same time, a melancholy
disappointment and a poignant relief.
The heat was great, the air was still, all the long windows
of the house stood wide open. At the further end, grouped round a lady’s
work-table, several chairs disposed sociably suggested invisible occupants, a
company of conversing shades. Renouard looked towards them with a sort of
dread. A most elusive, faint sound of ghostly talk issuing from one of
the rooms added to the illusion and stopped his already hesitating
footsteps. He leaned over the balustrade of stone near a squat vase
holding a tropical plant of a bizarre shape. Professor Moorsom coming up
from the garden with a book under his arm and a white parasol held over his
bare head, found him there and, closing the parasol, leaned over by his side
with a remark on the increasing heat of the season. Renouard assented and
changed his position a little; the other, after a short silence, administered
unexpectedly a question which, like the blow of a club on the head, deprived
Renouard of the power of speech and even thought, but, more cruel, left him
quivering with apprehension, not of death but of everlasting torment. Yet
the words were extremely simple.
“Something will have to be done soon. We can’t remain
in a state of suspended expectation for ever. Tell me what do you think
of our chances?”
Renouard, speechless, produced a faint smile. The
professor confessed in a jocular tone his impatience to complete the circuit of
the globe and be done with it. It was impossible to remain quartered on
the dear excellent Dunsters for an indefinite time. And then there were
the lectures he had arranged to deliver in Paris. A serious matter.
That lectures by Professor Moorsom were a European event and
that brilliant audiences would gather to hear them Renouard did not know.
All he was aware of was the shock of this hint of departure. The menace
of separation fell on his head like a thunderbolt. And he saw the
absurdity of his emotion, for hadn’t he lived all these days under the very
cloud? The professor, his elbows spread out, looked down into the garden
and went on unburdening his mind. Yes. The department of sentiment
was directed by his daughter, and she had plenty of volunteered moral support;
but he had to look after the practical side of life without assistance.
“I have the less hesitation in speaking to you about my
anxiety, because I feel you are friendly to us and at the same time you are
detached from all these sublimities—confound them.”
“What do you mean?” murmured Renouard.
“I mean that you are capable of calm judgment. Here
the atmosphere is simply detestable. Everybody has knuckled under to
sentiment. Perhaps your deliberate opinion could influence . . .”
“You want Miss Moorsom to give it up?” The professor
turned to the young man dismally.
“Heaven only knows what I want.”
Renouard leaning his back against the balustrade folded his
arms on his breast, appeared to meditate profoundly. His face, shaded
softly by the broad brim of a planter’s Panama hat, with the straight line of
the nose level with the forehead, the eyes lost in the depth of the setting,
and the chin well forward, had such a profile as may be seen amongst the
bronzes of classical museums, pure under a crested helmet—recalled vaguely a
Minerva’s head.
“This is the most troublesome time I ever had in my life,”
exclaimed the professor testily.
“Surely the man must be worth it,” muttered Renouard with a
pang of jealousy traversing his breast like a self-inflicted stab.
Whether enervated by the heat or giving way to pent up
irritation the professor surrendered himself to the mood of sincerity.
“He began by being a pleasantly dull boy. He developed
into a pointlessly clever young man, without, I suspect, ever trying to
understand anything. My daughter knew him from childhood. I am a
busy man, and I confess that their engagement was a complete surprise to
me. I wish their reasons for that step had been more naïve. But
simplicity was out of fashion in their set. From a worldly point of view
he seems to have been a mere baby. Of course, now, I am assured that he
is the victim of his noble confidence in the rectitude of his kind. But
that’s mere idealising of a sad reality. For my part I will tell you that
from the very beginning I had the gravest doubts of his dishonesty.
Unfortunately my clever daughter hadn’t. And now we behold the
reaction. No. To be earnestly dishonest one must be really
poor. This was only a manifestation of his extremely refined
cleverness. The complicated simpleton. He had an awful awakening
though.”
In such words did Professor Moorsom give his “young friend”
to understand the state of his feelings toward the lost man. It was
evident that the father of Miss Moorsom wished him to remain lost.
Perhaps the unprecedented heat of the season made him long for the cool spaces
of the Pacific, the sweep of the ocean’s free wind along the promenade decks,
cumbered with long chairs, of a ship steaming towards the Californian coast.
To Renouard the philosopher appeared simply the most treacherous of
fathers. He was amazed. But he was not at the end of his
discoveries.
“He may be dead,” the professor murmured.
“Why? People don’t die here sooner than in
Europe. If he had gone to hide in Italy, for instance, you wouldn’t think
of saying that.”
“Well! And suppose he has become morally
disintegrated. You know he was not a strong personality,” the professor
suggested moodily. “My daughter’s future is in question here.”
Renouard thought that the love of such a woman was enough to
pull any broken man together—to drag a man out of his grave. And he
thought this with inward despair, which kept him silent as much almost as his
astonishment. At last he managed to stammer out a generous—
“Oh! Don’t let us even suppose. . .”
The professor struck in with a sadder accent than before—
“It’s good to be young. And then you have been a man
of action, and necessarily a believer in success. But I have been looking
too long at life not to distrust its surprises. Age! Age!
Here I stand before you a man full of doubts and hesitation—spe lentus, timidus
futuri.”
He made a sign to Renouard not to interrupt, and in a
lowered voice, as if afraid of being overheard, even there, in the solitude of
the terrace—
“And the worst is that I am not even sure how far this
sentimental pilgrimage is genuine. Yes. I doubt my own child.
It’s true that she’s a woman. . . . ”
Renouard detected with horror a tone of resentment, as if
the professor had never forgiven his daughter for not dying instead of his
son. The latter noticed the young man’s stony stare.
“Ah! you don’t understand. Yes, she’s clever,
open-minded, popular, and—well, charming. But you don’t know what it is
to have moved, breathed, existed, and even triumphed in the mere smother and
froth of life—the brilliant froth. There thoughts, sentiments, opinions,
feelings, actions too, are nothing but agitation in empty space—to amuse life—a
sort of superior debauchery, exciting and fatiguing, meaning nothing, leading
nowhere. She is the creature of that circle. And I ask myself if
she is obeying the uneasiness of an instinct seeking its satisfaction, or is it
a revulsion of feeling, or is she merely deceiving her own heart by this
dangerous trifling with romantic images. And everything is
possible—except sincerity, such as only stark, struggling humanity can
know. No woman can stand that mode of life in which women rule, and
remain a perfectly genuine, simple human being. Ah! There’s some
people coming out.”
He moved off a pace, then turning his head: “Upon my
word! I would be infinitely obliged to you if you could throw a little
cold water. . . ” and at a vaguely dismayed gesture of Renouard, he added:
“Don’t be afraid. You wouldn’t be putting out a sacred fire.”
Renouard could hardly find words for a protest: “I assure
you that I never talk with Miss Moorsom—on—on—that. And if you, her
father . . . ”
“I envy you your innocence,” sighed the professor. “A
father is only an everyday person. Flat. Stale. Moreover, my
child would naturally mistrust me. We belong to the same set.
Whereas you carry with you the prestige of the unknown. You have proved
yourself to be a force.”
Thereupon the professor followed by Renouard joined the
circle of all the inmates of the house assembled at the other end of the
terrace about a tea-table; three white heads and that resplendent vision of
woman’s glory, the sight of which had the power to flutter his heart like a
reminder of the mortality of his frame.
He avoided the seat by the side of Miss Moorsom. The
others were talking together languidly. Unnoticed he looked at that woman
so marvellous that centuries seemed to lie between them. He was oppressed
and overcome at the thought of what she could give to some man who really would
be a force! What a glorious struggle with this amazon. What noble
burden for the victorious strength.
Dear old Mrs. Dunster was dispensing tea, looking from time
to time with interest towards Miss Moorsom. The aged statesman having
eaten a raw tomato and drunk a glass of milk (a habit of his early farming
days, long before politics, when, pioneer of wheat-growing, he demonstrated the
possibility of raising crops on ground looking barren enough to discourage a
magician), smoothed his white beard, and struck lightly Renouard’s knee with
his big wrinkled hand.
“You had better come back to-night and dine with us
quietly.”
He liked this young man, a pioneer, too, in more than one
direction. Mrs. Dunster added: “Do. It will be very quiet. I
don’t even know if Willie will be home for dinner.” Renouard murmured his
thanks, and left the terrace to go on board the schooner. While lingering
in the drawing-room doorway he heard the resonant voice of old Dunster uttering
oracularly—
“. . . the leading man here some day. . . . Like me.”
Renouard let the thin summer portière of the doorway fall
behind him. The voice of Professor Moorsom said—
“I am told that he has made an enemy of almost every man who
had to work with him.”
“That’s nothing. He did his work. . . . Like me.”
“He never counted the cost they say. Not even of
lives.”
Renouard understood that they were talking of him.
Before he could move away, Mrs. Dunster struck in placidly—
“Don’t let yourself be shocked by the tales you may hear of
him, my dear. Most of it is envy.”
Then he heard Miss Moorsom’s voice replying to the old lady—
“Oh! I am not easily deceived. I think I may say
I have an instinct for truth.”
He hastened away from that house with his heart full of
dread.
CHAPTER VI
On board the schooner, lying on the settee on his back with
the knuckles of his hands pressed over his eyes, he made up his mind that he
would not return to that house for dinner—that he would never go back there any
more. He made up his mind some twenty times. The knowledge that he
had only to go up on the quarter deck, utter quietly the words: “Man the
windlass,” and that the schooner springing into life would run a hundred miles
out to sea before sunrise, deceived his struggling will. Nothing easier!
Yet, in the end, this young man, almost ill-famed for his ruthless daring, the
inflexible leader of two tragically successful expeditions, shrank from that
act of savage energy, and began, instead, to hunt for excuses.
No! It was not for him to run away like an incurable
who cuts his throat. He finished dressing and looked at his own impassive
face in the saloon mirror scornfully. While being pulled on shore in the
gig, he remembered suddenly the wild beauty of a waterfall seen when hardly
more than a boy, years ago, in Menado. There was a legend of a
governor-general of the Dutch East Indies, on official tour, committing suicide
on that spot by leaping into the chasm. It was supposed that a painful
disease had made him weary of life. But was there ever a visitation like
his own, at the same time binding one to life and so cruelly mortal!
The dinner was indeed quiet. Willie, given half an
hour’s grace, failed to turn up, and his chair remained vacant by the side of
Miss Moorsom. Renouard had the professor’s sister on his left, dressed in
an expensive gown becoming her age. That maiden lady in her wonderful
preservation reminded Renouard somehow of a wax flower under glass. There
were no traces of the dust of life’s battles on her anywhere. She did not
like him very much in the afternoons, in his white drill suit and planter’s
hat, which seemed to her an unduly Bohemian costume for calling in a house
where there were ladies. But in the evening, lithe and elegant in his
dress clothes and with his pleasant, slightly veiled voice, he always made her
conquest afresh. He might have been anybody distinguished—the son of a
duke. Falling under that charm probably (and also because her brother had
given her a hint), she attempted to open her heart to Renouard, who was
watching with all the power of his soul her niece across the table. She
spoke to him as frankly as though that miserable mortal envelope, emptied of
everything but hopeless passion, were indeed the son of a duke.
Inattentive, he heard her only in snatches, till the final
confidential burst: “. . . glad if you would express an opinion. Look at
her, so charming, such a great favourite, so generally admired! It would
be too sad. We all hoped she would make a brilliant marriage with somebody
very rich and of high position, have a house in London and in the country, and
entertain us all splendidly. She’s so eminently fitted for it. She
has such hosts of distinguished friends! And then—this instead! . . . My
heart really aches.”
Her well-bred if anxious whisper was covered by the voice of
professor Moorsom discoursing subtly down the short length of the dinner table
on the Impermanency of the Measurable to his venerable disciple. It might
have been a chapter in a new and popular book of Moorsomian philosophy.
Patriarchal and delighted, old Dunster leaned forward a little, his eyes
shining youthfully, two spots of colour at the roots of his white beard; and
Renouard, glancing at the senile excitement, recalled the words heard on those
subtle lips, adopted their scorn for his own, saw their truth before this man
ready to be amused by the side of the grave. Yes! Intellectual
debauchery in the froth of existence! Froth and fraud!
On the same side of the table Miss Moorsom never once looked
towards her father, all her grace as if frozen, her red lips compressed, the
faintest rosiness under her dazzling complexion, her black eyes burning
motionless, and the very coppery gleams of light lying still on the waves and
undulation of her hair. Renouard fancied himself overturning the table,
smashing crystal and china, treading fruit and flowers under foot, seizing her
in his arms, carrying her off in a tumult of shrieks from all these people, a
silent frightened mortal, into some profound retreat as in the age of Cavern
men. Suddenly everybody got up, and he hastened to rise too, finding
himself out of breath and quite unsteady on his feet.
On the terrace the philosopher, after lighting a cigar,
slipped his hand condescendingly under his “dear young friend’s” arm.
Renouard regarded him now with the profoundest mistrust. But the great
man seemed really to have a liking for his young friend—one of those mysterious
sympathies, disregarding the differences of age and position, which in this case
might have been explained by the failure of philosophy to meet a very real
worry of a practical kind.
After a turn or two and some casual talk the professor said
suddenly: “My late son was in your school—do you know? I can imagine that
had he lived and you had ever met you would have understood each other.
He too was inclined to action.”
He sighed, then, shaking off the mournful thought and with a
nod at the dusky part of the terrace where the dress of his daughter made a
luminous stain: “I really wish you would drop in that quarter a few sensible,
discouraging words.”
Renouard disengaged himself from that most perfidious of men
under the pretence of astonishment, and stepping back a pace—
“Surely you are making fun of me, Professor Moorsom,” he
said with a low laugh, which was really a sound of rage.
“My dear young friend! It’s no subject for jokes, to
me. . . You don’t seem to have any notion of your prestige,” he added, walking
away towards the chairs.
“Humbug!” thought Renouard, standing still and looking after
him. “And yet! And yet! What if it were true?”
He advanced then towards Miss Moorsom. Posed on the
seat on which they had first spoken to each other, it was her turn to watch him
coming on. But many of the windows were not lighted that evening.
It was dark over there. She appeared to him luminous in her clear dress,
a figure without shape, a face without features, awaiting his approach, till he
got quite near to her, sat down, and they had exchanged a few insignificant
words. Gradually she came out like a magic painting of charm,
fascination, and desire, glowing mysteriously on the dark background.
Something imperceptible in the lines of her attitude, in the modulations of her
voice, seemed to soften that suggestion of calm unconscious pride which
enveloped her always like a mantle. He, sensitive like a bond slave to
the moods of the master, was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace to an
infinite tenderness. He fought down the impulse to seize her by the hand,
lead her down into the garden away under the big trees, and throw himself at
her feet uttering words of love. His emotion was so strong that he had to
cough slightly, and not knowing what to talk to her about he began to tell her
of his mother and sisters. All the family were coming to London to live
there, for some little time at least.
“I hope you will go and tell them something of me.
Something seen,” he said pressingly.
By this miserable subterfuge, like a man about to part with
his life, he hoped to make her remember him a little longer.
“Certainly,” she said. “I’ll be glad to call when I
get back. But that ‘when’ may be a long time.”
He heard a light sigh. A cruel jealous curiosity made
him ask—
“Are you growing weary, Miss Moorsom?”
A silence fell on his low spoken question.
“Do you mean heart-weary?” sounded Miss Moorsom’s
voice. “You don’t know me, I see.”
“Ah! Never despair,” he muttered.
“This, Mr. Renouard, is a work of reparation. I stand
for truth here. I can’t think of myself.”
He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed
an insult to his passion; but he only said—
“I never doubted the—the—nobility of your purpose.”
“And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this
connection surprises me. And from a man too who, I understand, has never
counted the cost.”
“You are pleased to tease me,” he said, directly he had
recovered his voice and had mastered his anger. It was as if Professor
Moorsom had dropped poison in his ear which was spreading now and tainting his
passion, his very jealousy. He mistrusted every word that came from those
lips on which his life hung. “How can you know anything of men who do not
count the cost?” he asked in his gentlest tones.
“From hearsay—a little.”
“Well, I assure you they are like the others, subject to
suffering, victims of spells. . . .”
“One of them, at least, speaks very strangely.”
She dismissed the subject after a short silence. “Mr.
Renouard, I had a disappointment this morning. This mail brought me a
letter from the widow of the old butler—you know. I expected to learn
that she had heard from—from here. But no. No letter arrived home
since we left.”
Her voice was calm. His jealousy couldn’t stand much
more of this sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had turned up to help
the search; glad blindly, unreasonably—only because it would keep her longer in
his sight—since she wouldn’t give up.
“I am too near her,” he thought, moving a little further on
the seat. He was afraid in the revulsion of feeling of flinging himself
on her hands, which were lying on her lap, and covering them with kisses.
He was afraid. Nothing, nothing could shake that spell—not if she were
ever so false, stupid, or degraded. She was fate itself. The extent
of his misfortune plunged him in such a stupor that he failed at first to hear
the sound of voices and footsteps inside the drawing-room. Willie had
come home—and the Editor was with him.
They burst out on the terrace babbling noisily, and then
pulling themselves together stood still, surprising—and as if themselves
surprised.
CHAPTER VII
They had been feasting a poet from the bush, the latest
discovery of the Editor. Such discoveries were the business, the
vocation, the pride and delight of the only apostle of letters in the
hemisphere, the solitary patron of culture, the Slave of the Lamp—as he
subscribed himself at the bottom of the weekly literary page of his
paper. He had had no difficulty in persuading the virtuous Willie (who
had festive instincts) to help in the good work, and now they had left the poet
lying asleep on the hearthrug of the editorial room and had rushed to the
Dunster mansion wildly. The Editor had another discovery to
announce. Swaying a little where he stood he opened his mouth very wide
to shout the one word “Found!” Behind him Willie flung both his hands
above his head and let them fall dramatically. Renouard saw the four
white-headed people at the end of the terrace rise all together from their
chairs with an effect of sudden panic.
“I tell you—he—is—found,” the patron of letters shouted
emphatically.
“What is this!” exclaimed Renouard in a choked voice.
Miss Moorsom seized his wrist suddenly, and at that contact fire ran through
all his veins, a hot stillness descended upon him in which he heard the
blood—or the fire—beating in his ears. He made a movement as if to rise,
but was restrained by the convulsive pressure on his wrist.
“No, no.” Miss Moorsom’s eyes stared black as night,
searching the space before her. Far away the Editor strutted forward,
Willie following with his ostentatious manner of carrying his bulky and
oppressive carcass which, however, did not remain exactly perpendicular for two
seconds together.
“The innocent Arthur . . . Yes. We’ve got him,” the
Editor became very business-like. “Yes, this letter has done it.”
He plunged into an inside pocket for it, slapped the scrap
of paper with his open palm. “From that old woman. William had it
in his pocket since this morning when Miss Moorsom gave it to him to show
me. Forgot all about it till an hour ago. Thought it was of no importance.
Well, no! Not till it was properly read.”
Renouard and Miss Moorsom emerged from the shadows side by
side, a well-matched couple, animated yet statuesque in their calmness and in
their pallor. She had let go his wrist. On catching sight of Renouard
the Editor exclaimed:
“What—you here!” in a quite shrill voice.
There came a dead pause. All the faces had in them
something dismayed and cruel.
“He’s the very man we want,” continued the Editor.
“Excuse my excitement. You are the very man, Renouard. Didn’t you
tell me that your assistant called himself Walter? Yes? Thought
so. But here’s that old woman—the butler’s wife—listen to this. She
writes: All I can tell you, Miss, is that my poor husband directed his letters
to the name of H. Walter.”
Renouard’s violent but repressed exclamation was lost in a
general murmur and shuffle of feet. The Editor made a step forward, bowed
with creditable steadiness.
“Miss Moorsom, allow me to congratulate you from the bottom
of my heart on the happy—er—issue. . . ”
“Wait,” muttered Renouard irresolutely.
The Editor jumped on him in the manner of their old
friendship. “Ah, you! You are a fine fellow too. With your
solitary ways of life you will end by having no more discrimination than a
savage. Fancy living with a gentleman for months and never
guessing. A man, I am certain, accomplished, remarkable, out of the
common, since he had been distinguished” (he bowed again) “by Miss Moorsom,
whom we all admire.”
She turned her back on him.
“I hope to goodness you haven’t been leading him a dog’s
life, Geoffrey,” the Editor addressed his friend in a whispered aside.
Renouard seized a chair violently, sat down, and propping
his elbow on his knee leaned his head on his hand. Behind him the sister
of the professor looked up to heaven and wrung her hands stealthily. Mrs.
Dunster’s hands were clasped forcibly under her chin, but she, dear soul, was
looking sorrowfully at Willie. The model nephew! In this strange
state! So very much flushed! The careful disposition of the thin
hairs across Willie’s bald spot was deplorably disarranged, and the spot itself
was red and, as it were, steaming.
“What’s the matter, Geoffrey?” The Editor seemed
disconcerted by the silent attitudes round him, as though he had expected all
these people to shout and dance. “You have him on the island—haven’t
you?”
“Oh, yes: I have him there,” said Renouard, without looking
up.
“Well, then!” The Editor looked helplessly around as
if begging for response of some sort. But the only response that came was
very unexpected. Annoyed at being left in the background, and also
because very little drink made him nasty, the emotional Willie turned malignant
all at once, and in a bibulous tone surprising in a man able to keep his balance
so well—
“Aha! But you haven’t got him here—not yet!” he
sneered. “No! You haven’t got him yet.”
This outrageous exhibition was to the Editor like the lash
to a jaded horse. He positively jumped.
“What of that? What do you mean?
We—haven’t—got—him—here. Of course he isn’t here! But Geoffrey’s
schooner is here. She can be sent at once to fetch him here.
No! Stay! There’s a better plan. Why shouldn’t you all sail
over to Malata, professor? Save time! I am sure Miss Moorsom would
prefer. . .”
With a gallant flourish of his arm he looked for Miss
Moorsom. She had disappeared. He was taken aback somewhat.
“Ah! H’m. Yes. . . . Why not. A pleasure
cruise, delightful ship, delightful season, delightful errand, del . . .
No! There are no objections. Geoffrey, I understand, has indulged
in a bungalow three sizes too large for him. He can put you all up.
It will be a pleasure for him. It will be the greatest privilege.
Any man would be proud of being an agent of this happy reunion. I am
proud of the little part I’ve played. He will consider it the greatest
honour. Geoff, my boy, you had better be stirring to-morrow bright and
early about the preparations for the trip. It would be criminal to lose a
single day.”
He was as flushed as Willie, the excitement keeping up the
effect of the festive dinner. For a time Renouard, silent, as if he had
not heard a word of all that babble, did not stir. But when he got up it
was to advance towards the Editor and give him such a hearty slap on the back
that the plump little man reeled in his tracks and looked quite frightened for
a moment.
“You are a heaven-born discoverer and a first-rate manager.
. . He’s right. It’s the only way. You can’t resist the claim of
sentiment, and you must even risk the voyage to Malata. . . ” Renouard’s voice
sank. “A lonely spot,” he added, and fell into thought under all these
eyes converging on him in the sudden silence. His slow glance passed over
all the faces in succession, remaining arrested on Professor Moorsom, stony eyed,
a smouldering cigar in his fingers, and with his sister standing by his side.
“I shall be infinitely gratified if you consent to
come. But, of course, you will. We shall sail to-morrow evening
then. And now let me leave you to your happiness.”
He bowed, very grave, pointed suddenly his finger at Willie
who was swaying about with a sleepy frown. . . . “Look at him. He’s
overcome with happiness. You had better put him to bed . . . ” and
disappeared while every head on the terrace was turned to Willie with varied
expressions.
Renouard ran through the house. Avoiding the carriage
road he fled down the steep short cut to the shore, where his gig was
waiting. At his loud shout the sleeping Kanakas jumped up. He
leaped in. “Shove off. Give way!” and the gig darted through the
water. “Give way! Give way!” She flew past the wool-clippers
sleeping at their anchors each with the open unwinking eye of the lamp in the
rigging; she flew past the flagship of the Pacific squadron, a great mass all
dark and silent, heavy with the slumbers of five hundred men, and where the
invisible sentries heard his urgent “Give way! Give way!” in the
night. The Kanakas, panting, rose off the thwarts at every stroke.
Nothing could be fast enough for him! And he ran up the side of his
schooner shaking the ladder noisily with his rush.
On deck he stumbled and stood still.
Wherefore this haste? To what end, since he knew well
before he started that he had a pursuer from whom there was no escape.
As his foot touched the deck his will, his purpose he had
been hurrying to save, died out within. It had been nothing less than
getting the schooner under-way, letting her vanish silently in the night from
amongst these sleeping ships. And now he was certain he could not do
it. It was impossible! And he reflected that whether he lived or
died such an act would lay him under a dark suspicion from which he
shrank. No, there was nothing to be done.
He went down into the cabin and, before even unbuttoning his
overcoat, took out of the drawer the letter addressed to his assistant; that
letter which he had found in the pigeon-hole labelled “Malata” in young
Dunster’s outer office, where it had been waiting for three months some
occasion for being forwarded. From the moment of dropping it in the
drawer he had utterly forgotten its existence—till now, when the man’s name had
come out so clamorously. He glanced at the common envelope, noted the
shaky and laborious handwriting: H. Walter, Esqre. Undoubtedly the very
last letter the old butler had posted before his illness, and in answer clearly
to one from “Master Arthur” instructing him to address in the future: “Care of
Messrs. W. Dunster and Co.” Renouard made as if to open the envelope, but
paused, and, instead, tore the letter deliberately in two, in four, in
eight. With his hand full of pieces of paper he returned on deck and
scattered them overboard on the dark water, in which they vanished instantly.
He did it slowly, without hesitation or remorse. H.
Walter, Esqre, in Malata. The innocent Arthur—What was his name?
The man sought for by that woman who as she went by seemed to draw all the
passion of the earth to her, without effort, not deigning to notice, naturally,
as other women breathed the air. But Renouard was no longer jealous of
her very existence. Whatever its meaning it was not for that man he had
picked up casually on obscure impulse, to get rid of the tiresome
expostulations of a so-called friend; a man of whom he really knew nothing—and
now a dead man. In Malata. Oh, yes! He was there secure
enough, untroubled in his grave. In Malata. To bury him was the
last service Renouard had rendered to his assistant before leaving the island
on this trip to town.
Like many men ready enough for arduous enterprises Renouard
was inclined to evade the small complications of existence. This trait of
his character was composed of a little indolence, some disdain, and a shrinking
from contests with certain forms of vulgarity—like a man who would face a lion
and go out of his way to avoid a toad. His intercourse with the
meddlesome journalist was that merely outward intimacy without sympathy some
young men get drawn into easily. It had amused him rather to keep that
“friend” in the dark about the fate of his assistant. Renouard had never
needed other company than his own, for there was in him something of the
sensitiveness of a dreamer who is easily jarred. He had said to himself
that the all-knowing one would only preach again about the evils of solitude
and worry his head off in favour of some forlornly useless protégé of
his. Also the inquisitiveness of the Editor had irritated him and had
closed his lips in sheer disgust.
And now he contemplated the noose of consequences drawing
tight around him.
It was the memory of that diplomatic reticence which on the
terrace had stiffled his first cry which would have told them all that the man
sought for was not to be met on earth any more. He shrank from the
absurdity of hearing the all-knowing one, and not very sober at that, turning
on him with righteous reproaches—
“You never told me. You gave me to understand that
your assistant was alive, and now you say he’s dead. Which is it?
Were you lying then or are you lying now?” No! the thought of such a
scene was not to be borne. He had sat down appalled, thinking: “What
shall I do now?”
His courage had oozed out of him. Speaking the truth
meant the Moorsoms going away at once—while it seemed to him that he would give
the last shred of his rectitude to secure a day more of her company. He
sat on—silent. Slowly, from confused sensations, from his talk with the
professor, the manner of the girl herself, the intoxicating familiarity of her
sudden hand-clasp, there had come to him a half glimmer of hope. The
other man was dead. Then! . . . Madness, of course—but he could not give
it up. He had listened to that confounded busybody arranging
everything—while all these people stood around assenting, under the spell of
that dead romance. He had listened scornful and silent. The glimmers
of hope, of opportunity, passed before his eyes. He had only to sit still
and say nothing. That and no more. And what was truth to him in the
face of that great passion which had flung him prostrate in spirit at her
adored feet!
And now it was done! Fatality had willed it!
With the eyes of a mortal struck by the maddening thunderbolt of the gods,
Renouard looked up to the sky, an immense black pall dusted over with gold, on
which great shudders seemed to pass from the breath of life affirming its sway.
CHAPTER VIII
At last, one morning, in a clear spot of a glassy horizon
charged with heraldic masses of black vapours, the island grew out from the
sea, showing here and there its naked members of basaltic rock through the
rents of heavy foliage. Later, in the great spilling of all the riches of
sunset, Malata stood out green and rosy before turning into a violet shadow in
the autumnal light of the expiring day. Then came the night. In the
faint airs the schooner crept on past a sturdy squat headland, and it was pitch
dark when her headsails ran down, she turned short on her heel, and her anchor
bit into the sandy bottom on the edge of the outer reef; for it was too
dangerous then to attempt entering the little bay full of shoals. After
the last solemn flutter of the mainsail the murmuring voices of the Moorsom
party lingered, very frail, in the black stillness.
They were sitting aft, on chairs, and nobody made a
move. Early in the day, when it had become evident that the wind was
failing, Renouard, basing his advice on the shortcomings of his bachelor
establishment, had urged on the ladies the advisability of not going ashore in
the middle of the night. Now he approached them in a constrained manner
(it was astonishing the constraint that had reigned between him and his guests
all through the passage) and renewed his arguments. No one ashore would
dream of his bringing any visitors with him. Nobody would even think of
coming off. There was only one old canoe on the plantation. And
landing in the schooner’s boats would be awkward in the dark. There was
the risk of getting aground on some shallow patches. It would be best to
spend the rest of the night on board.
There was really no opposition. The professor smoking
a pipe, and very comfortable in an ulster buttoned over his tropical clothes,
was the first to speak from his long chair.
“Most excellent advice.”
Next to him Miss Moorsom assented by a long silence.
Then in a voice as of one coming out of a dream—
“And so this is Malata,” she said. “I have often
wondered . . .”
A shiver passed through Renouard. She had
wondered! What about? Malata was himself. He and Malata were
one. And she had wondered! She had . . .
The professor’s sister leaned over towards Renouard.
Through all these days at sea the man’s—the found man’s—existence had not been
alluded to on board the schooner. That reticence was part of the general
constraint lying upon them all. She, herself, certainly had not been
exactly elated by this finding—poor Arthur, without money, without
prospects. But she felt moved by the sentiment and romance of the
situation.
“Isn’t it wonderful,” she whispered out of her white wrap,
“to think of poor Arthur sleeping there, so near to our dear lovely Felicia,
and not knowing the immense joy in store for him to-morrow.”
There was such artificiality in the wax-flower lady that
nothing in this speech touched Renouard. It was but the simple anxiety of
his heart that he was voicing when he muttered gloomily—
“No one in the world knows what to-morrow may hold in
store.”
The mature lady had a recoil as though he had said something
impolite. What a harsh thing to say—instead of finding something nice and
appropriate. On board, where she never saw him in evening clothes,
Renouard’s resemblance to a duke’s son was not so apparent to her.
Nothing but his—ah—bohemianism remained. She rose with a sort of
ostentation.
“It’s late—and since we are going to sleep on board to-night
. . .” she said. “But it does seem so cruel.”
The professor started up eagerly, knocking the ashes out of
his pipe. “Infinitely more sensible, my dear Emma.”
Renouard waited behind Miss Moorsom’s chair.
She got up slowly, moved one step forward, and paused
looking at the shore. The blackness of the island blotted out the stars
with its vague mass like a low thundercloud brooding over the waters and ready
to burst into flame and crashes.
“And so—this is Malata,” she repeated dreamily, moving
towards the cabin door. The clear cloak hanging from her shoulders, the
ivory face—for the night had put out nothing of her but the gleams of her
hair—made her resemble a shining dream-woman uttering words of wistful
inquiry. She disappeared without a sign, leaving Renouard penetrated to
the very marrow by the sounds that came from her body like a mysterious
resonance of an exquisite instrument.
He stood stock still. What was this accidental touch
which had evoked the strange accent of her voice? He dared not answer
that question. But he had to answer the question of what was to be done now.
Had the moment of confession come? The thought was enough to make one’s
blood run cold.
It was as if those people had a premonition of
something. In the taciturn days of the passage he had noticed their
reserve even amongst themselves. The professor smoked his pipe moodily in
retired spots. Renouard had caught Miss Moorsom’s eyes resting on himself
more than once, with a peculiar and grave expression. He fancied that she
avoided all opportunities of conversation. The maiden lady seemed to
nurse a grievance. And now what had he to do?
The lights on the deck had gone out one after the
other. The schooner slept.
About an hour after Miss Moorsom had gone below without a
sign or a word for him, Renouard got out of his hammock slung in the waist under
the midship awning—for he had given up all the accommodation below to his
guests. He got out with a sudden swift movement, flung off his sleeping
jacket, rolled his pyjamas up his thighs, and stole forward, unseen by the one
Kanaka of the anchor-watch. His white torso, naked like a stripped
athlete’s, glimmered, ghostly, in the deep shadows of the deck. Unnoticed
he got out of the ship over the knight-heads, ran along the back rope, and
seizing the dolphin-striker firmly with both hands, lowered himself into the
sea without a splash.
He swam away, noiseless like a fish, and then struck boldly
for the land, sustained, embraced, by the tepid water. The gentle,
voluptuous heave of its breast swung him up and down slightly; sometimes a
wavelet murmured in his ears; from time to time, lowering his feet, he felt for
the bottom on a shallow patch to rest and correct his direction. He
landed at the lower end of the bungalow garden, into the dead stillness of the
island. There were no lights. The plantation seemed to sleep, as
profoundly as the schooner. On the path a small shell cracked under his
naked heel.
The faithful half-caste foreman going his rounds cocked his
ears at the sharp sound. He gave one enormous start of fear at the sight
of the swift white figure flying at him out of the night. He crouched in
terror, and then sprang up and clicked his tongue in amazed recognition.
“Tse! Tse! The master!”
“Be quiet, Luiz, and listen to what I say.”
Yes, it was the master, the strong master who was never known
to raise his voice, the man blindly obeyed and never questioned. He
talked low and rapidly in the quiet night, as if every minute were
precious. On learning that three guests were coming to stay Luiz clicked
his tongue rapidly. These clicks were the uniform, stenographic symbols
of his emotions, and he could give them an infinite variety of meaning.
He listened to the rest in a deep silence hardly affected by the low, “Yes,
master,” whenever Renouard paused.
“You understand?” the latter insisted. “No
preparations are to be made till we land in the morning. And you are to
say that Mr. Walter has gone off in a trading schooner on a round of the
islands.”
“Yes, master.”
“No mistakes—mind!”
“No, master.”
Renouard walked back towards the sea. Luiz, following
him, proposed to call out half a dozen boys and man the canoe.
“Imbecile!”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Don’t you understand that you haven’t seen me?”
“Yes, master. But what a long swim. Suppose you
drown.”
“Then you can say of me and of Mr. Walter what you
like. The dead don’t mind.”
Renouard entered the sea and heard a faint “Tse! Tse! Tse!”
of concern from the half-caste, who had already lost sight of the master’s dark
head on the overshadowed water.
Renouard set his direction by a big star that, dipping on
the horizon, seemed to look curiously into his face. On this swim back he
felt the mournful fatigue of all that length of the traversed road, which
brought him no nearer to his desire. It was as if his love had sapped the
invisible supports of his strength. There came a moment when it seemed to
him that he must have swum beyond the confines of life. He had a
sensation of eternity close at hand, demanding no effort—offering its
peace. It was easy to swim like this beyond the confines of life looking
at a star. But the thought: “They will think I dared not face them and
committed suicide,” caused a revolt of his mind which carried him on. He
returned on board, as he had left, unheard and unseen. He lay in his
hammock utterly exhausted and with a confused feeling that he had been beyond
the confines of life, somewhere near a star, and that it was very quiet there.
CHAPTER IX
Sheltered by the squat headland from the first morning
sparkle of the sea the little bay breathed a delicious freshness. The
party from the schooner landed at the bottom of the garden. They
exchanged insignificant words in studiously casual tones. The professor’s
sister put up a long-handled eye-glass as if to scan the novel surroundings,
but in reality searching for poor Arthur anxiously. Having never seen him
otherwise than in his town clothes she had no idea what he would look
like. It had been left to the professor to help his ladies out of the
boat because Renouard, as if intent on giving directions, had stepped forward
at once to meet the half-caste Luiz hurrying down the path. In the
distance, in front of the dazzlingly sunlit bungalow, a row of dark-faced
house-boys unequal in stature and varied in complexion preserved the immobility
of a guard of honour.
Luiz had taken off his soft felt hat before coming within
earshot. Renouard bent his head to his rapid talk of domestic
arrangements he meant to make for the visitors; another bed in the master’s
room for the ladies and a cot for the gentleman to be hung in the room opposite
where—where Mr. Walter—here he gave a scared look all round—Mr. Walter—had
died.
“Very good,” assented Renouard in an even undertone.
“And remember what you have to say of him.”
“Yes, master. Only”—he wriggled slightly and put one
bare foot on the other for a moment in apologetic embarrassment—“only I—I—don’t
like to say it.”
Renouard looked at him without anger, without any sort of
expression. “Frightened of the dead? Eh? Well—all
right. I will say it myself—I suppose once for all. . . .”
Immediately he raised his voice very much.
“Send the boys down to bring up the luggage.”
“Yes, master.”
Renouard turned to his distinguished guests who, like a
personally conducted party of tourists, had stopped and were looking about
them.
“I am sorry,” he began with an impassive face. “My man
has just told me that Mr. Walter . . .” he managed to smile, but didn’t correct
himself . . . “has gone in a trading schooner on a short tour of the islands,
to the westward.”
This communication was received in profound silence.
Renouard forgot himself in the thought: “It’s done!”
But the sight of the string of boys marching up to the house with suit-cases
and dressing-bags rescued him from that appalling abstraction.
“All I can do is to beg you to make yourselves at home . . .
with what patience you may.”
This was so obviously the only thing to do that everybody
moved on at once. The professor walked alongside Renouard, behind the two
ladies.
“Rather unexpected—this absence.”
“Not exactly,” muttered Renouard. “A trip has to be
made every year to engage labour.”
“I see . . . And he . . . How vexingly elusive the poor
fellow has become! I’ll begin to think that some wicked fairy is
favouring this love tale with unpleasant attentions.”
Renouard noticed that the party did not seem weighed down by
this new disappointment. On the contrary they moved with a freer
step. The professor’s sister dropped her eye-glass to the end of its
chain. Miss Moorsom took the lead. The professor, his lips unsealed,
lingered in the open: but Renouard did not listen to that man’s talk. He
looked after that man’s daughter—if indeed that creature of irresistible
seductions were a daughter of mortals. The very intensity of his desire,
as if his soul were streaming after her through his eyes, defeated his object
of keeping hold of her as long as possible with, at least, one of his
senses. Her moving outlines dissolved into a misty coloured shimmer of a
woman made of flame and shadows, crossing the threshold of his house.
The days which followed were not exactly such as Renouard
had feared—yet they were not better than his fears. They were accursed in
all the moods they brought him. But the general aspect of things was
quiet. The professor smoked innumerable pipes with the air of a worker on
his holiday, always in movement and looking at things with that mysteriously
sagacious aspect of men who are admittedly wiser than the rest of the
world. His white head of hair—whiter than anything within the horizon
except the broken water on the reefs—was glimpsed in every part of the
plantation always on the move under the white parasol. And once he
climbed the headland and appeared suddenly to those below, a white speck
elevated in the blue, with a diminutive but statuesque effect.
Felicia Moorsom remained near the house. Sometimes she
could be seen with a despairing expression scribbling rapidly in her lock-up
dairy. But only for a moment. At the sound of Renouard’s footsteps
she would turn towards him her beautiful face, adorable in that calm which was
like a wilful, like a cruel ignoring of her tremendous power. Whenever
she sat on the verandah, on a chair more specially reserved for her use,
Renouard would stroll up and sit on the steps near her, mostly silent, and
often not trusting himself to turn his glance on her. She, very still
with her eyes half-closed, looked down on his head—so that to a beholder (such
as Professor Moorsom, for instance) she would appear to be turning over in her
mind profound thoughts about that man sitting at her feet, his shoulders bowed
a little, his hands listless—as if vanquished. And, indeed, the moral
poison of falsehood has such a decomposing power that Renouard felt his old
personality turn to dead dust. Often, in the evening, when they sat outside
conversing languidly in the dark, he felt that he must rest his forehead on her
feet and burst into tears.
The professor’s sister suffered from some little strain
caused by the unstability of her own feelings toward Renouard. She could
not tell whether she really did dislike him or not. At times he appeared
to her most fascinating; and, though he generally ended by saying something
shockingly crude, she could not resist her inclination to talk with him—at
least not always. One day when her niece had left them alone on the
verandah she leaned forward in her chair—speckless, resplendent, and, in her
way, almost as striking a personality as her niece, who did not resemble her in
the least. “Dear Felicia has inherited her hair and the greatest part of
her appearance from her mother,” the maiden lady used to tell people.
She leaned forward then, confidentially.
“Oh! Mr. Renouard! Haven’t you something
comforting to say?”
He looked up, as surprised as if a voice from heaven had
spoken with this perfect society intonation, and by the puzzled profundity of
his blue eyes fluttered the wax-flower of refined womanhood. She
continued. “For—I can speak to you openly on this tiresome subject—only
think what a terrible strain this hope deferred must be for Felicia’s heart—for
her nerves.”
“Why speak to me about it,” he muttered feeling half choked
suddenly.
“Why! As a friend—a well-wisher—the kindest of
hosts. I am afraid we are really eating you out of house and home.”
She laughed a little. “Ah! When, when will this suspense be
relieved! That poor lost Arthur! I confess that I am almost afraid
of the great moment. It will be like seeing a ghost.”
“Have you ever seen a ghost?” asked Renouard, in a dull
voice.
She shifted her hands a little. Her pose was perfect
in its ease and middle-aged grace.
“Not actually. Only in a photograph. But we have
many friends who had the experience of apparitions.”
“Ah! They see ghosts in London,” mumbled Renouard, not
looking at her.
“Frequently—in a certain very interesting set. But all
sorts of people do. We have a friend, a very famous author—his ghost is a
girl. One of my brother’s intimates is a very great man of science.
He is friendly with a ghost . . . Of a girl too,” she added in a voice as if
struck for the first time by the coincidence. “It is the photograph of
that apparition which I have seen. Very sweet. Most
interesting. A little cloudy naturally. . . . Mr. Renouard! I hope
you are not a sceptic. It’s so consoling to think. . .”
“Those plantation boys of mine see ghosts too,” said
Renouard grimly.
The sister of the philosopher sat up stiffly. What
crudeness! It was always so with this strange young man.
“Mr. Renouard! How can you compare the superstitious
fancies of your horrible savages with the manifestations . . . ”
Words failed her. She broke off with a very faint
primly angry smile. She was perhaps the more offended with him because of
that flutter at the beginning of the conversation. And in a moment with
perfect tact and dignity she got up from her chair and left him alone.
Renouard didn’t even look up. It was not the
displeasure of the lady which deprived him of his sleep that night. He
was beginning to forget what simple, honest sleep was like. His hammock
from the ship had been hung for him on a side verandah, and he spent his nights
in it on his back, his hands folded on his chest, in a sort of half conscious,
oppressed stupor. In the morning he watched with unseeing eyes the
headland come out a shapeless inkblot against the thin light of the false dawn,
pass through all the stages of daybreak to the deep purple of its outlined mass
nimbed gloriously with the gold of the rising sun. He listened to the
vague sounds of waking within the house: and suddenly he became aware of Luiz
standing by the hammock—obviously troubled.
“What’s the matter?”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Well, what now? Trouble with the boys?”
“No, master. The gentleman when I take him his bath
water he speak to me. He ask me—he ask—when, when, I think Mr. Walter, he
come back.”
The half-caste’s teeth chattered slightly. Renouard
got out of the hammock.
“And he is here all the time—eh?”
Luiz nodded a scared affirmative, but at once protested, “I
no see him. I never. Not I! The ignorant wild boys say they
see . . . Something! Ough!”
He clapped his teeth on another short rattle, and stood
there, shrunk, blighted, like a man in a freezing blast.
“And what did you say to the gentleman?”
“I say I don’t know—and I clear out. I—I don’t like to
speak of him.”
“All right. We shall try to lay that poor ghost,” said
Renouard gloomily, going off to a small hut near by to dress. He was
saying to himself: “This fellow will end by giving me away. The last
thing that I . . . No! That mustn’t be.” And feeling his hand being
forced he discovered the whole extent of his cowardice.
CHAPTER X
That morning wandering about his plantation, more like a
frightened soul than its creator and master, he dodged the white parasol
bobbing up here and there like a buoy adrift on a sea of dark-green
plants. The crop promised to be magnificent, and the fashionable
philosopher of the age took other than a merely scientific interest in the
experiment. His investments were judicious, but he had always some little
money lying by, for experiments.
After lunch, being left alone with Renouard, he talked a
little of cultivation and such matters. Then suddenly:
“By the way, is it true what my sister tells me, that your
plantation boys have been disturbed by a ghost?”
Renouard, who since the ladies had left the table was not
keeping such a strict watch on himself, came out of his abstraction with a
start and a stiff smile.
“My foreman had some trouble with them during my
absence. They funk working in a certain field on the slope of the hill.”
“A ghost here!” exclaimed the amused professor. “Then
our whole conception of the psychology of ghosts must be revised. This
island has been uninhabited probably since the dawn of ages. How did a
ghost come here. By air or water? And why did it leave its native
haunts. Was it from misanthropy? Was he expelled from some
community of spirits?”
Renouard essayed to respond in the same tone. The
words died on his lips. Was it a man or a woman ghost, the professor
inquired.
“I don’t know.” Renouard made an effort to appear at ease.
He had, he said, a couple of Tahitian amongst his boys—a ghost-ridden
race. They had started the scare. They had probably brought their
ghost with them.
“Let us investigate the matter, Renouard,” proposed the
professor half in earnest. “We may make some interesting discoveries as
to the state of primitive minds, at any rate.”
This was too much. Renouard jumped up and leaving the
room went out and walked about in front of the house. He would allow no
one to force his hand. Presently the professor joined him outside.
He carried his parasol, but had neither his book nor his pipe with him.
Amiably serious he laid his hand on his “dear young friend’s” arm.
“We are all of us a little strung up,” he said. “For
my part I have been like sister Anne in the story. But I cannot see
anything coming. Anything that would be the least good for anybody—I
mean.”
Renouard had recovered sufficiently to murmur coldly his
regret of this waste of time. For that was what, he supposed, the
professor had in his mind.
“Time,” mused Professor Moorsom. “I don’t know that
time can be wasted. But I will tell you, my dear friend, what this is: it
is an awful waste of life. I mean for all of us. Even for my
sister, who has got a headache and is gone to lie down.”
He shook gently Renouard’s arm. “Yes, for all of
us! One may meditate on life endlessly, one may even have a poor opinion
of it—but the fact remains that we have only one life to live. And it is
short. Think of that, my young friend.”
He released Renouard’s arm and stepped out of the shade
opening his parasol. It was clear that there was something more in his
mind than mere anxiety about the date of his lectures for fashionable
audiences. What did the man mean by his confounded platitudes? To
Renouard, scared by Luiz in the morning (for he felt that nothing could be more
fatal than to have his deception unveiled otherwise than by personal
confession), this talk sounded like encouragement or a warning from that man
who seemed to him to be very brazen and very subtle. It was like being
bullied by the dead and cajoled by the living into a throw of dice for a
supreme stake.
Renouard went away to some distance from the house and threw
himself down in the shade of a tree. He lay there perfectly still with
his forehead resting on his folded arms, light-headed and thinking. It
seemed to him that he must be on fire, then that he had fallen into a cool
whirlpool, a smooth funnel of water swirling about with nauseating
rapidity. And then (it must have been a reminiscence of his boyhood) he
was walking on the dangerous thin ice of a river, unable to turn back. . . .
Suddenly it parted from shore to shore with a loud crack like the report of a
gun.
With one leap he found himself on his feet. All was
peace, stillness, sunshine. He walked away from there slowly. Had
he been a gambler he would have perhaps been supported in a measure by the mere
excitement. But he was not a gambler. He had always disdained that
artificial manner of challenging the fates. The bungalow came into view,
bright and pretty, and all about everything was peace, stillness, sunshine. . .
.
While he was plodding towards it he had a disagreeable sense
of the dead man’s company at his elbow. The ghost! He seemed to be
everywhere but in his grave. Could one ever shake him off? he
wondered. At that moment Miss Moorsom came out on the verandah; and at
once, as if by a mystery of radiating waves, she roused a great tumult in his
heart, shook earth and sky together—but he plodded on. Then like a grave
song-note in the storm her voice came to him ominously.
“Ah! Mr. Renouard. . . ” He came up and smiled,
but she was very serious. “I can’t keep still any longer. Is there
time to walk up this headland and back before dark?”
The shadows were lying lengthened on the ground; all was
stillness and peace. “No,” said Renouard, feeling suddenly as steady as a
rock. “But I can show you a view from the central hill which your father
has not seen. A view of reefs and of broken water without end, and of great
wheeling clouds of sea-birds.”
She came down the verandah steps at once and they moved
off. “You go first,” he proposed, “and I’ll direct you. To the
left.”
She was wearing a short nankin skirt, a muslin blouse; he
could see through the thin stuff the skin of her shoulders, of her arms.
The noble delicacy of her neck caused him a sort of transport. “The path
begins where these three palms are. The only palms on the island.”
“I see.”
She never turned her head. After a while she observed:
“This path looks as if it had been made recently.”
“Quite recently,” he assented very low.
They went on climbing steadily without exchanging another
word; and when they stood on the top she gazed a long time before her.
The low evening mist veiled the further limit of the reefs. Above the
enormous and melancholy confusion, as of a fleet of wrecked islands, the
restless myriads of sea-birds rolled and unrolled dark ribbons on the sky,
gathered in clouds, soared and stooped like a play of shadows, for they were
too far for them to hear their cries.
Renouard broke the silence in low tones.
“They’ll be settling for the night presently.” She
made no sound. Round them all was peace and declining sunshine.
Near by, the topmost pinnacle of Malata, resembling the top of a buried tower,
rose a rock, weather-worn, grey, weary of watching the monotonous centuries of
the Pacific. Renouard leaned his shoulders against it. Felicia
Moorsom faced him suddenly, her splendid black eyes full on his face as though
she had made up her mind at last to destroy his wits once and for all.
Dazzled, he lowered his eyelids slowly.
“Mr. Renouard! There is something strange in all
this. Tell me where he is?”
He answered deliberately.
“On the other side of this rock. I buried him there
myself.”
She pressed her hands to her breast, struggled for her
breath for a moment, then: “Ohhh! . . . You buried him! . . . What sort of man
are you? . . . You dared not tell! . . . He is another of your victims? . . .
You dared not confess that evening. . . . You must have killed him. What
could he have done to you? . . . You fastened on him some atrocious quarrel and
. . .”
Her vengeful aspect, her poignant cries left him as unmoved
as the weary rock against which he leaned. He only raised his eyelids to
look at her and lowered them slowly. Nothing more. It silenced
her. And as if ashamed she made a gesture with her hand, putting away
from her that thought. He spoke, quietly ironic at first.
“Ha! the legendary Renouard of sensitive idiots—the ruthless
adventurer—the ogre with a future. That was a parrot cry, Miss
Moorsom. I don’t think that the greatest fool of them all ever dared hint
such a stupid thing of me that I killed men for nothing. No, I had
noticed this man in a hotel. He had come from up country I was told, and
was doing nothing. I saw him sitting there lonely in a corner like a sick
crow, and I went over one evening to talk to him. Just on impulse.
He wasn’t impressive. He was pitiful. My worst enemy could have
told you he wasn’t good enough to be one of Renouard’s victims. It didn’t
take me long to judge that he was drugging himself. Not drinking.
Drugs.”
“Ah! It’s now that you are trying to murder him,” she
cried.
“Really. Always the Renouard of shopkeepers’
legend. Listen! I would never have been jealous of him. And
yet I am jealous of the air you breathe, of the soil you tread on, of the world
that sees you—moving free—not mine. But never mind. I rather liked
him. For a certain reason I proposed he should come to be my assistant
here. He said he believed this would save him. It did not save him
from death. It came to him as it were from nothing—just a fall. A
mere slip and tumble of ten feet into a ravine. But it seems he had been
hurt before up-country—by a horse. He ailed and ailed. No, he was
not a steel-tipped man. And his poor soul seemed to have been damaged
too. It gave way very soon.”
“This is tragic!” Felicia Moorsom whispered with
feeling. Renouard’s lips twitched, but his level voice continued mercilessly.
“That’s the story. He rallied a little one night and
said he wanted to tell me something. I, being a gentleman, he said, he
could confide in me. I told him that he was mistaken. That there
was a good deal of a plebeian in me, that he couldn’t know. He seemed
disappointed. He muttered something about his innocence and something
that sounded like a curse on some woman, then turned to the wall and—just grew
cold.”
“On a woman,” cried Miss Moorsom indignantly. “What
woman?”
“I wonder!” said Renouard, raising his eyes and noting the
crimson of her ear-lobes against the live whiteness of her complexion, the
sombre, as if secret, night-splendour of her eyes under the writhing flames of
her hair. “Some woman who wouldn’t believe in that poor innocence of his.
. . Yes. You probably. And now you will not believe in me—not even
in me who must in truth be what I am—even to death. No! You
won’t. And yet, Felicia, a woman like you and a man like me do not often
come together on this earth.”
The flame of her glorious head scorched his face. He
flung his hat far away, and his suddenly lowered eyelids brought out
startlingly his resemblance to antique bronze, the profile of Pallas, still,
austere, bowed a little in the shadow of the rock. “Oh! If you
could only understand the truth that is in me!” he added.
She waited, as if too astounded to speak, till he looked up
again, and then with unnatural force as if defending herself from some unspoken
aspersion, “It’s I who stand for truth here! Believe in you! In
you, who by a heartless falsehood—and nothing else, nothing else, do you
hear?—have brought me here, deceived, cheated, as in some abominable
farce!” She sat down on a boulder, rested her chin in her hands, in the
pose of simple grief—mourning for herself.
“It only wanted this. Why! Oh! Why is it
that ugliness, ridicule, and baseness must fall across my path.”
On that height, alone with the sky, they spoke to each other
as if the earth had fallen away from under their feet.
“Are you grieving for your dignity? He was a mediocre
soul and could have given you but an unworthy existence.”
She did not even smile at those words, but, superb, as if
lifting a corner of the veil, she turned on him slowly.
“And do you imagine I would have devoted myself to him for
such a purpose! Don’t you know that reparation was due to him from
me? A sacred debt—a fine duty. To redeem him would not have been in
my power—I know it. But he was blameless, and it was for me to come
forward. Don’t you see that in the eyes of the world nothing could have
rehabilitated him so completely as his marriage with me? No word of evil
could be whispered of him after I had given him my hand. As to giving
myself up to anything less than the shaping of a man’s destiny—if I thought I
could do it I would abhor myself. . . .” She spoke with authority in her
deep fascinating, unemotional voice. Renouard meditated, gloomy, as if
over some sinister riddle of a beautiful sphinx met on the wild road of his
life.
“Yes. Your father was right. You are one of
these aristocrats . . .”
She drew herself up haughtily.
“What do you say? My father! . . . I an aristocrat.”
“Oh! I don’t mean that you are like the men and women
of the time of armours, castles, and great deeds. Oh, no! They
stood on the naked soil, had traditions to be faithful to, had their feet on
this earth of passions and death which is not a hothouse. They would have
been too plebeian for you since they had to lead, to suffer with, to understand
the commonest humanity. No, you are merely of the topmost layer,
disdainful and superior, the mere pure froth and bubble on the inscrutable
depths which some day will toss you out of existence. But you are
you! You are you! You are the eternal love itself—only, O Divinity,
it isn’t your body, it is your soul that is made of foam.”
She listened as if in a dream. He had succeeded so
well in his effort to drive back the flood of his passion that his life itself
seemed to run with it out of his body. At that moment he felt as one dead
speaking. But the headlong wave returning with tenfold force flung him on
her suddenly, with open arms and blazing eyes. She found herself like a
feather in his grasp, helpless, unable to struggle, with her feet off the
ground. But this contact with her, maddening like too much felicity,
destroyed its own end. Fire ran through his veins, turned his passion to
ashes, burnt him out and left him empty, without force—almost without
desire. He let her go before she could cry out. And she was so used
to the forms of repression enveloping, softening the crude impulses of old
humanity that she no longer believed in their existence as if it were an
exploded legend. She did not recognise what had happened to her.
She came safe out of his arms, without a struggle, not even having felt afraid.
“What’s the meaning of this?” she said, outraged but calm in
a scornful way.
He got down on his knees in silence, bent low to her very
feet, while she looked down at him, a little surprised, without animosity, as
if merely curious to see what he would do. Then, while he remained bowed
to the ground pressing the hem of her skirt to his lips, she made a slight
movement. He got up.
“No,” he said. “Were you ever so much mine what could
I do with you without your consent? No. You don’t conquer a wraith,
cold mist, stuff of dreams, illusion. It must come to you and cling to
your breast. And then! Oh! And then!”
All ecstasy, all expression went out of his face.
“Mr. Renouard,” she said, “though you can have no claim on
my consideration after having decoyed me here for the vile purpose, apparently,
of gloating over me as your possible prey, I will tell you that I am not
perhaps the extraordinary being you think I am. You may believe me.
Here I stand for truth itself.”
“What’s that to me what you are?” he answered. “At a
sign from you I would climb up to the seventh heaven to bring you down to earth
for my own—and if I saw you steeped to the lips in vice, in crime, in mud, I
would go after you, take you to my arms—wear you for an incomparable jewel on
my breast. And that’s love—true love—the gift and the curse of the
gods. There is no other.”
The truth vibrating in his voice made her recoil slightly,
for she was not fit to hear it—not even a little—not even one single time in
her life. It was revolting to her; and in her trouble, perhaps prompted
by the suggestion of his name or to soften the harshness of expression, for she
was obscurely moved, she spoke to him in French.
“Assez! J’ai horreur de tout cela,”
she said.
He was white to his very lips, but he was trembling no
more. The dice had been cast, and not even violence could alter the
throw. She passed by him unbendingly, and he followed her down the
path. After a time she heard him saying:
“And your dream is to influence a human destiny?”
“Yes!” she answered curtly, unabashed, with a woman’s
complete assurance.
“Then you may rest content. You have done it.”
She shrugged her shoulders slightly. But just before
reaching the end of the path she relented, stopped, and went back to him.
“I don’t suppose you are very anxious for people to know how
near you came to absolute turpitude. You may rest easy on that
point. I shall speak to my father, of course, and we will agree to say
that he has died—nothing more.”
“Yes,” said Renouard in a lifeless voice. “He is
dead. His very ghost shall be done with presently.”
She went on, but he remained standing stock still in the
dusk. She had already reached the three palms when she heard behind her a
loud peal of laughter, cynical and joyless, such as is heard in smoking-rooms
at the end of a scandalous story. It made her feel positively faint for a
moment.
CHAPTER XI
Slowly a complete darkness enveloped Geoffrey
Renouard. His resolution had failed him. Instead of following
Felicia into the house, he had stopped under the three palms, and leaning
against a smooth trunk had abandoned himself to a sense of an immense deception
and the feeling of extreme fatigue. This walk up the hill and down again
was like the supreme effort of an explorer trying to penetrate the interior of
an unknown country, the secret of which is too well defended by its cruel and
barren nature. Decoyed by a mirage, he had gone too far—so far that there
was no going back. His strength was at an end. For the first time
in his life he had to give up, and with a sort of despairing self-possession he
tried to understand the cause of the defeat. He did not ascribe it to
that absurd dead man.
The hesitating shadow of Luiz approached him unnoticed till
it spoke timidly. Renouard started.
“Eh? What? Dinner waiting? You must say I
beg to be excused. I can’t come. But I shall see them to-morrow
morning, at the landing place. Take your orders from the professor as to
the sailing of the schooner. Go now.”
Luiz, dumbfounded, retreated into the darkness.
Renouard did not move, but hours afterwards, like the bitter fruit of his
immobility, the words: “I had nothing to offer to her vanity,” came from his
lips in the silence of the island. And it was then only that he stirred,
only to wear the night out in restless tramping up and down the various paths
of the plantation. Luiz, whose sleep was made light by the consciousness
of some impending change, heard footsteps passing by his hut, the firm tread of
the master; and turning on his mats emitted a faint Tse! Tse! Tse! of deep
concern.
Lights had been burning in the bungalow almost all through
the night; and with the first sign of day began the bustle of departure.
House boys walked processionally carrying suit-cases and dressing-bags down to
the schooner’s boat, which came to the landing place at the bottom of the
garden. Just as the rising sun threw its golden nimbus around the purple
shape of the headland, the Planter of Malata was perceived pacing bare-headed the
curve of the little bay. He exchanged a few words with the sailing-master
of the schooner, then remained by the boat, standing very upright, his eyes on
the ground, waiting.
He had not long to wait. Into the cool, overshadowed
garden the professor descended first, and came jauntily down the path in a
lively cracking of small shells. With his closed parasol hooked on his
forearm, and a book in his hand, he resembled a banal tourist more than was
permissible to a man of his unique distinction. He waved the disengaged
arm from a distance, but at close quarters, arrested before Renouard’s
immobility, he made no offer to shake hands. He seemed to appraise the
aspect of the man with a sharp glance, and made up his mind.
“We are going back by Suez,” he began almost
boisterously. “I have been looking up the sailing lists. If the
zephirs of your Pacific are only moderately propitious I think we are sure to
catch the mail boat due in Marseilles on the 18th of March. This will
suit me excellently. . . .” He lowered his tone. “My dear young
friend, I’m deeply grateful to you.”
Renouard’s set lips moved.
“Why are you grateful to me?”
“Ah! Why? In the first place you might have made
us miss the next boat, mightn’t you? . . . I don’t thank you for your
hospitality. You can’t be angry with me for saying that I am truly
thankful to escape from it. But I am grateful to you for what you have
done, and—for being what you are.”
It was difficult to define the flavour of that speech, but
Renouard received it with an austerely equivocal smile. The professor
stepping into the boat opened his parasol and sat down in the stern-sheets
waiting for the ladies. No sound of human voice broke the fresh silence
of the morning while they walked the broad path, Miss Moorsom a little in
advance of her aunt.
When she came abreast of him Renouard raised his head.
“Good-bye, Mr. Renouard,” she said in a low voice, meaning
to pass on; but there was such a look of entreaty in the blue gleam of his
sunken eyes that after an imperceptible hesitation she laid her hand, which was
ungloved, in his extended palm.
“Will you condescend to remember me?” he asked, while an
emotion with which she was angry made her pale cheeks flush and her black eyes
sparkle.
“This is a strange request for you to make,” she said,
exaggerating the coldness of her tone.
“Is it? Impudent perhaps. Yet I am not so guilty
as you think; and bear in mind that to me you can never make reparation.”
“Reparation? To you! It is you who can offer me
no reparation for the offence against my feelings—and my person; for what
reparation can be adequate for your odious and ridiculous plot so scornful in
its implication, so humiliating to my pride. No! I don’t want to
remember you.”
Unexpectedly, with a tightening grip, he pulled her nearer
to him, and looking into her eyes with fearless despair—
“You’ll have to. I shall haunt you,” he said firmly.
Her hand was wrenched out of his grasp before he had time to
release it. Felicia Moorsom stepped into the boat, sat down by the side
of her father, and breathed tenderly on her crushed fingers.
The professor gave her a sidelong look—nothing more.
But the professor’s sister, yet on shore, had put up her long-handle double
eye-glass to look at the scene. She dropped it with a faint rattle.
“I’ve never in my life heard anything so crude said to a
lady,” she murmured, passing before Renouard with a perfectly erect head.
When, a moment afterwards, softening suddenly, she turned to throw a good-bye
to that young man, she saw only his back in the distance moving towards the
bungalow. She watched him go in—amazed—before she too left the soil of
Malata.
Nobody disturbed Renouard in that room where he had shut
himself in to breathe the evanescent perfume of her who for him was no more,
till late in the afternoon when the half-caste was heard on the other side of
the door.
He wanted the master to know that the trader Janet was
just entering the cove.
Renouard’s strong voice on his side of the door gave him
most unexpected instructions. He was to pay off the boys with the cash in
the office and arrange with the captain of the Janet to take
every worker away from Malata, returning them to their respective homes.
An order on the Dunster firm would be given to him in payment.
And again the silence of the bungalow remained unbroken
till, next morning, the half-caste came to report that everything was
done. The plantation boys were embarking now.
Through a crack in the door a hand thrust at him a piece of
paper, and the door slammed to so sharply that Luiz stepped back. Then
approaching cringingly the keyhole, in a propitiatory tone he asked:
“Do I go too, master?”
“Yes. You too. Everybody.”
“Master stop here alone?”
Silence. And the half-caste’s eyes grew wide with
wonder. But he also, like those “ignorant savages,” the plantation boys,
was only too glad to leave an island haunted by the ghost of a white man.
He backed away noiselessly from the mysterious silence in the closed room, and
only in the very doorway of the bungalow allowed himself to give vent to his
feelings by a deprecatory and pained—
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
CHAPTER XII
The Moorsoms did manage to catch the homeward mail boat all
right, but had only twenty-four hours in town. Thus the sentimental
Willie could not see very much of them. This did not prevent him
afterwards from relating at great length, with manly tears in his eyes, how
poor Miss Moorsom—the fashionable and clever beauty—found her betrothed in
Malata only to see him die in her arms. Most people were deeply touched
by the sad story. It was the talk of a good many days.
But the all-knowing Editor, Renouard’s only friend and
crony, wanted to know more than the rest of the world. From professional
incontinence, perhaps, he thirsted for a full cup of harrowing detail.
And when he noticed Renouard’s schooner lying in port day after day he sought
the sailing master to learn the reason. The man told him that such were
his instructions. He had been ordered to lie there a month before
returning to Malata. And the month was nearly up. “I will ask you
to give me a passage,” said the Editor.
He landed in the morning at the bottom of the garden and
found peace, stillness, sunshine reigning everywhere, the doors and windows of
the bungalow standing wide open, no sight of a human being anywhere, the plants
growing rank and tall on the deserted fields. For hours the Editor and
the schooner’s crew, excited by the mystery, roamed over the island shouting
Renouard’s name; and at last set themselves in grim silence to explore
systematically the uncleared bush and the deeper ravines in search of his
corpse. What had happened? Had he been murdered by the boys?
Or had he simply, capricious and secretive, abandoned his plantation taking the
people with him. It was impossible to tell what had happened. At
last, towards the decline of the day, the Editor and the sailing master
discovered a track of sandals crossing a strip of sandy beach on the north
shore of the bay. Following this track fearfully, they passed round the
spur of the headland, and there on a large stone found the sandals, Renouard’s
white jacket, and the Malay sarong of chequered pattern which the planter of
Malata was well known to wear when going to bathe. These things made a
little heap, and the sailor remarked, after gazing at it in silence—
“Birds have been hovering over this for many a day.”
“He’s gone bathing and got drowned,” cried the Editor in
dismay.
“I doubt it, sir. If he had been drowned anywhere
within a mile from the shore the body would have been washed out on the
reefs. And our boats have found nothing so far.”
Nothing was ever found—and Renouard’s disappearance remained
in the main inexplicable. For to whom could it have occurred that a man
would set out calmly to swim beyond the confines of life—with a steady
stroke—his eyes fixed on a star!
Next evening, from the receding schooner, the Editor looked
back for the last time at the deserted island. A black cloud hung
listlessly over the high rock on the middle hill; and under the mysterious
silence of that shadow Malata lay mournful, with an air of anguish in the wild
sunset, as if remembering the heart that was broken there.
Dec. 1913.
THE PARTNER
“And that be hanged for a silly yarn. The boatmen here
in Westport have been telling this lie to the summer visitors for years.
The sort that gets taken out for a row at a shilling a head—and asks foolish
questions—must be told something to pass the time away. D’ye know
anything more silly than being pulled in a boat along a beach? . . . It’s like
drinking weak lemonade when you aren’t thirsty. I don’t know why they do
it! They don’t even get sick.”
A forgotten glass of beer stood at his elbow; the locality
was a small respectable smoking-room of a small respectable hotel, and a taste
for forming chance acquaintances accounts for my sitting up late with
him. His great, flat, furrowed cheeks were shaven; a thick, square wisp
of white hairs hung from his chin; its waggling gave additional point to his
deep utterance; and his general contempt for mankind with its activities and
moralities was expressed in the rakish set of his big soft hat of black felt
with a large rim, which he kept always on his head.
His appearance was that of an old adventurer, retired after
many unholy experiences in the darkest parts of the earth; but I had every
reason to believe that he had never been outside England. From a casual
remark somebody dropped I gathered that in his early days he must have been
somehow connected with shipping—with ships in docks. Of individuality he
had plenty. And it was this which attracted my attention at first.
But he was not easy to classify, and before the end of the week I gave him up
with the vague definition, “an imposing old ruffian.”
One rainy afternoon, oppressed by infinite boredom, I went
into the smoking-room. He was sitting there in absolute immobility, which
was really fakir-like and impressive. I began to wonder what could be the
associations of that sort of man, his “milieu,” his private connections, his
views, his morality, his friends, and even his wife—when to my surprise he
opened a conversation in a deep, muttering voice.
I must say that since he had learned from somebody that I
was a writer of stories he had been acknowledging my existence by means of some
vague growls in the morning.
He was essentially a taciturn man. There was an effect
of rudeness in his fragmentary sentences. It was some time before I
discovered that what he would be at was the process by which stories—stories
for periodicals—were produced.
What could one say to a fellow like that? But I was
bored to death; the weather continued impossible; and I resolved to be amiable.
“And so you make these tales up on your own. How do
they ever come into your head?” he rumbled.
I explained that one generally got a hint for a tale.
“What sort of hint?”
“Well, for instance,” I said, “I got myself rowed out to the
rocks the other day. My boatman told me of the wreck on these rocks
nearly twenty years ago. That could be used as a hint for a mainly
descriptive bit of story with some such title as ‘In the Channel,’ for
instance.”
It was then that he flew out at the boatmen and the summer
visitors who listen to their tales. Without moving a muscle of his face
he emitted a powerful “Rot,” from somewhere out of the depths of his chest, and
went on in his hoarse, fragmentary mumble. “Stare at the silly rocks—nod
their silly heads [the visitors, I presume]. What do they think a man
is—blown-out paper bag or what?—go off pop like that when he’s hit—Damn silly
yarn—Hint indeed! . . . A lie?”
You must imagine this statuesque ruffian enhaloed in the
black rim of his hat, letting all this out as an old dog growls sometimes, with
his head up and staring-away eyes.
“Indeed!” I exclaimed. “Well, but even if untrue
it is a hint, enabling me to see these rocks, this gale they
speak of, the heavy seas, etc., etc., in relation to mankind. The
struggle against natural forces and the effect of the issue on at least one,
say, exalted—”
He interrupted me by an aggressive—
“Would truth be any good to you?”
“I shouldn’t like to say,” I answered, cautiously.
“It’s said that truth is stranger than fiction.”
“Who says that?” he mouthed.
“Oh! Nobody in particular.”
I turned to the window; for the contemptuous beggar was
oppressive to look at, with his immovable arm on the table. I suppose my
unceremonious manner provoked him to a comparatively long speech.
“Did you ever see such a silly lot of rocks? Like
plums in a slice of cold pudding.”
I was looking at them—an acre or more of black dots
scattered on the steel-grey shades of the level sea, under the uniform gossamer
grey mist with a formless brighter patch in one place—the veiled whiteness of
the cliff coming through, like a diffused, mysterious radiance. It was a
delicate and wonderful picture, something expressive, suggestive, and desolate,
a symphony in grey and black—a Whistler. But the next thing said by the
voice behind me made me turn round. It growled out contempt for all
associated notions of roaring seas with concise energy, then went on—
“I—no such foolishness—looking at the rocks out there—more
likely call to mind an office—I used to look in sometimes at one time—office in
London—one of them small streets behind Cannon Street Station. . . ”
He was very deliberate; not jerky, only fragmentary; at
times profane.
“That’s a rather remote connection,” I observed, approaching
him.
“Connection? To Hades with your connections. It
was an accident.”
“Still,” I said, “an accident has its backward and forward
connections, which, if they could be set forth—”
Without moving he seemed to lend an attentive ear.
“Aye! Set forth. That’s perhaps what you could
do. Couldn’t you now? There’s no sea life in this connection.
But you can put it in out of your head—if you like.”
“Yes. I could, if necessary,” I said. “Sometimes
it pays to put in a lot out of one’s head, and sometimes it doesn’t. I
mean that the story isn’t worth it. Everything’s in that.”
It amused me to talk to him like this. He reflected
audibly that he guessed story-writers were out after money like the rest of the
world which had to live by its wits: and that it was extraordinary how far
people who were out after money would go. . . Some of them.
Then he made a sally against sea life. Silly sort of
life, he called it. No opportunities, no experience, no variety,
nothing. Some fine men came out of it—he admitted—but no more chance in
the world if put to it than fly. Kids. So Captain Harry
Dunbar. Good sailor. Great name as a skipper. Big man; short side-whiskers
going grey, fine face, loud voice. A good fellow, but no more up to
people’s tricks than a baby.
“That’s the captain of the Sagamore you’re
talking about,” I said, confidently.
After a low, scornful “Of course” he seemed now to hold on
the wall with his fixed stare the vision of that city office, “at the back of
Cannon Street Station,” while he growled and mouthed a fragmentary description,
jerking his chin up now and then, as if angry.
It was, according to his account, a modest place of
business, not shady in any sense, but out of the way, in a small street now
rebuilt from end to end. “Seven doors from the Cheshire Cat public house
under the railway bridge. I used to take my lunch there when my business
called me to the city. Cloete would come in to have his chop and make the
girl laugh. No need to talk much, either, for that. Nothing but the
way he would twinkle his spectacles on you and give a twitch of his thick mouth
was enough to start you off before he began one of his little tales.
Funny fellow, Cloete. C-l-o-e-t-e—Cloete.”
“What was he—a Dutchman?” I asked, not seeing in the least
what all this had to do with the Westport boatmen and the Westport summer
visitors and this extraordinary old fellow’s irritable view of them as liars
and fools. “Devil knows,” he grunted, his eyes on the wall as if not to
miss a single movement of a cinematograph picture. “Spoke nothing but
English, anyway. First I saw him—comes off a ship in dock from the
States—passenger. Asks me for a small hotel near by. Wanted to be
quiet and have a look round for a few days. I took him to a place—friend
of mine. . . Next time—in the City—Hallo! You’re very obliging—have a
drink. Talks plenty about himself. Been years in the States.
All sorts of business all over the place. With some patent medicine
people, too. Travels. Writes advertisements and all that.
Tells me funny stories. Tall, loose-limbed fellow. Black hair up on
end, like a brush; long face, long legs, long arms, twinkle in his specs,
jocular way of speaking—in a low voice. . . See that?”
I nodded, but he was not looking at me.
“Never laughed so much in my life. The beggar—would
make you laugh telling you how he skinned his own father. He was up to
that, too. A man who’s been in the patent-medicine trade will be up to anything
from pitch-and-toss to wilful murder. And that’s a bit of hard truth for
you. Don’t mind what they do—think they can carry off anything and talk
themselves out of anything—all the world’s a fool to them. Business man,
too, Cloete. Came over with a few hundred pounds. Looking for
something to do—in a quiet way. Nothing like the old country, after all,
says he. . . And so we part—I with more drinks in me than I was used to.
After a time, perhaps six months or so, I run up against him again in Mr.
George Dunbar’s office. Yes, that office. It
wasn’t often that I . . . However, there was a bit of his cargo in a ship in
dock that I wanted to ask Mr. George about. In comes Cloete out of the
room at the back with some papers in his hand. Partner. You
understand?”
“Aha!” I said. “The few hundred pounds.”
“And that tongue of his,” he growled. “Don’t forget
that tongue. Some of his tales must have opened George Dunbar’s eyes a
bit as to what business means.”
“A plausible fellow,” I suggested.
“H’m! You must have it in your own way—of
course. Well. Partner. George Dunbar puts his top-hat on and
tells me to wait a moment. . . George always looked as though he were making a
few thousands a year—a city swell. . . Come along, old man! And he and Captain
Harry go out together—some business with a solicitor round the corner.
Captain Harry, when he was in England, used to turn up in his brother’s office
regularly about twelve. Sat in a corner like a good boy, reading the
paper and smoking his pipe. So they go out. . . Model brothers, says
Cloete—two love-birds—I am looking after the tinned-fruit side of this cozy
little show. . . Gives me that sort of talk. Then by-and-by: What sort of
old thing is that Sagamore? Finest ship out—eh? I dare say
all ships are fine to you. You live by them. I tell you what; I
would just as soon put my money into an old stocking. Sooner!”
He drew a breath, and I noticed his hand, lying loosely on
the table, close slowly into a fist. In that immovable man it was startling,
ominous, like the famed nod of the Commander.
“So, already at that time—note—already,” he growled.
“But hold on,” I interrupted. “The Sagamore belonged
to Mundy and Rogers, I’ve been told.”
He snorted contemptuously. “Damn boatmen—know no better.
Flew the firm’s house-flag. That’s another thing.
Favour. It was like this: When old man Dunbar died, Captain Harry was
already in command with the firm. George chucked the bank he was clerking
in—to go on his own with what there was to share after the old chap.
George was a smart man. Started warehousing; then two or three things at
a time: wood-pulp, preserved-fruit trade, and so on. And Captain Harry
let him have his share to work with. . . I am provided for in my ship, he says.
. . But by-and-by Mundy and Rogers begin to sell out to foreigners all their
ships—go into steam right away. Captain Harry gets very upset—lose
command, part with the ship he was fond of—very wretched. Just then, so
it happened, the brothers came in for some money—an old woman died or
something. Quite a tidy bit. Then young George says: There’s enough
between us two to buy theSagamore with. . . But you’ll need more
money for your business, cries Captain Harry—and the other laughs at him: My
business is going on all right. Why, I can go out and make a handful of
sovereigns while you are trying to get your pipe to draw, old man. . . Mundy
and Rogers very friendly about it: Certainly, Captain. And we will manage
her for you, if you like, as if she were still our own. . . Why, with a
connection like that it was good investment to buy that ship. Good!
Aye, at the time.”
The turning of his head slightly toward me at this point was
like a sign of strong feeling in any other man.
“You’ll mind that this was long before Cloete came into it
at all,” he muttered, warningly.
“Yes. I will mind,” I said. “We generally say:
some years passed. That’s soon done.”
He eyed me for a while silently in an unseeing way, as if
engrossed in the thought of the years so easily dealt with; his own years, too,
they were, the years before and the years (not so many) after Cloete came upon
the scene. When he began to speak again, I discerned his intention to
point out to me, in his obscure and graphic manner, the influence on George
Dunbar of long association with Cloete’s easy moral standards, unscrupulously
persuasive gif
The turning of his head slightly toward me at this point was
like a sign of strong feeling in any other man.
“You’ll mind that this was long before Cloete came into it
at all,” he muttered, warningly.
“Yes. I will mind,” I said. “We generally say:
some years passed. That’s soon done.”
He eyed me for a while silently in an unseeing way, as if
engrossed in the thought of the years so easily dealt with; his own years, too,
they were, the years before and the years (not so many) after Cloete came upon
the scene. When he began to speak again, I discerned his intention to
point out to me, in his obscure and graphic manner, the influence on George
Dunbar of long association with Cloete’s easy moral standards, unscrupulously
persuasive gift of humour (funny fellow), and adventurously reckless
disposition. He desired me anxiously to elaborate this view, and I
assured him it was quite within my powers. He wished me also to understand
that George’s business had its ups and downs (the other brother was meantime
sailing to and fro serenely); that he got into low water at times, which
worried him rather, because he had married a young wife with expensive
tastes. He was having a pretty anxious time of it generally; and just
then Cloete ran up in the city somewhere against a man working a patent
medicine (the fellow’s old trade) with some success, but which, with capital,
capital to the tune of thousands to be spent with both hands on advertising,
could be turned into a great thing—infinitely better-paying than a
gold-mine. Cloete became excited at the possibilities of that sort of
business, in which he was an expert. I understood that George’s partner
was all on fire from the contact with this unique opportunity.
“So he goes in every day into George’s room about eleven,
and sings that tune till George gnashes his teeth with rage. Do shut
up. What’s the good? No money. Hardly any to go on with, let
alone pouring thousands into advertising. Never dare propose to his
brother Harry to sell the ship. Couldn’t think of it. Worry him to
death. It would be like the end of the world coming. And certainly
not for a business of that kind! . . . Do you think it would be a swindle? asks
Cloete, twitching his mouth. . . George owns up: No—would be no better than a
squeamish ass if he thought that, after all these years in business.
“Cloete looks at him hard—Never thought of selling the
ship. Expected the blamed old thing wouldn’t fetch half her insured value
by this time. Then George flies out at him. What’s the meaning,
then, of these silly jeers at ship-owning for the last three weeks? Had
enough of them, anyhow.
“Angry at having his mouth made to water, see. Cloete
don’t get excited. . . I am no squeamish ass, either, says he, very
slowly. ’Tisn’t selling your oldSagamore wants. The
blamed thing wants tomahawking (seems the name Sagamore means
an Indian chief or something. The figure-head was a half-naked savage
with a feather over one ear and a hatchet in his belt). Tomahawking, says
he.
“What do you mean? asks George. . . Wrecking—it could be
managed with perfect safety, goes on Cloete—your brother would then put in his
share of insurance money. Needn’t tell him exactly what for. He
thinks you’re the smartest business man that ever lived. Make his
fortune, too. . . George grips the desk with both hands in his rage. . . You
think my brother’s a man to cast away his ship on purpose. I wouldn’t
even dare think of such a thing in the same room with him—the finest fellow
that ever lived. . . Don’t make such noise; they’ll hear you outside, says
Cloete; and he tells him that his brother is the salted pattern of all virtues,
but all that’s necessary is to induce him to stay ashore for a voyage—for a
holiday—take a rest—why not? . . . In fact, I have in view somebody up to that
sort of game—Cloete whispers.
“George nearly chokes. . . So you think I am of that
sort—you think me capable—What do you take me for? . . . He
almost loses his head, while Cloete keeps cool, only gets white about the
gills. . . I take you for a man who will be most cursedly hard up before long.
. . He goes to the door and sends away the clerks—there were only two—to take
their lunch hour. Comes back . . . What are you indignant about? Do
I want you to rob the widow and orphan? Why, man! Lloyd’s a
corporation, it hasn’t got a body to starve. There’s forty or more of
them perhaps who underwrote the lines on that silly ship of yours. Not one
human being would go hungry or cold for it. They take every risk into
consideration. Everything I tell you. . . That sort of talk.
H’m! George too upset to speak—only gurgles and waves his arms; so
sudden, you see. The other, warming his back at the fire, goes on.
Wood-pulp business next door to a failure. Tinned-fruit trade nearly
played out. . . You’re frightened, he says; but the law is only meant to
frighten fools away. . . And he shows how safe casting away that ship would
be. Premiums paid for so many, many years. No shadow of suspicion
could arise. And, dash it all! a ship must meet her end some day. . .
“I am not frightened. I am indignant,” says George
Dunbar.
“Cloete boiling with rage inside. Chance of a
lifetime—his chance! And he says kindly: Your wife’ll be much more
indignant when you ask her to get out of that pretty house of yours and pile in
into a two-pair back—with kids perhaps, too. . .
“George had no children. Married a couple of years;
looked forward to a kid or two very much. Feels more upset than
ever. Talks about an honest man for father, and so on. Cloete
grins: You be quick before they come, and they’ll have a rich man for father,
and no one the worse for it. That’s the beauty of the thing.
“George nearly cries. I believe he did cry at odd
times. This went on for weeks. He couldn’t quarrel with
Cloete. Couldn’t pay off his few hundreds; and besides, he was used to
have him about. Weak fellow, George. Cloete generous, too. . .
Don’t think of my little pile, says he. Of course it’s gone when we have
to shut up. But I don’t care, he says. . . And then there was George’s
new wife. When Cloete dines there, the beggar puts on a dress suit;
little woman liked it; . . . Mr. Cloete, my husband’s partner; such a clever
man, man of the world, so amusing! . . . When he dines there and they are
alone: Oh, Mr. Cloete, I wish George would do something to improve our
prospects. Our position is really so mediocre. . . And Cloete smiles, but
isn’t surprised, because he had put all these notions himself into her empty
head. . . What your husband wants is enterprise, a little audacity. You
can encourage him best, Mrs. Dunbar. . . She was a silly, extravagant little
fool. Had made George take a house in Norwood. Live up to a lot of
people better off than themselves. I saw her once; silk dress, pretty
boots, all feathers and scent, pink face. More like the Promenade at the
Alhambra than a decent home, it looked to me. But some women do get a
devil of a hold on a man.”
“Yes, some do,” I assented. “Even when the man is the
husband.”
“My missis,” he addressed me unexpectedly, in a solemn,
surprisingly hollow tone, “could wind me round her little finger. I
didn’t find it out till she was gone. Aye. But she was a woman of
sense, while that piece of goods ought to have been walking the streets, and
that’s all I can say. . . You must make her up out of your head. You will
know the sort.”
“Leave all that to me,” I said.
“H’m!” he grunted, doubtfully, then going back to his
scornful tone: “A month or so afterwards the Sagamore arrives
home. All very jolly at first. . . Hallo, George boy! Hallo, Harry,
old man! . . . But by and by Captain Harry thinks his clever brother is not
looking very well. And George begins to look worse. He can’t get
rid of Cloete’s notion. It has stuck in his head. . . There’s nothing
wrong—quite well. . . Captain Harry still anxious. Business going all
right, eh? Quite right. Lots of business. Good business. . .
Of course Captain Harry believes that easily. Starts chaffing his brother
in his jolly way about rolling in money. George’s shirt sticks to his
back with perspiration, and he feels quite angry with the captain. . . The
fool, he says to himself. Rolling in money, indeed! And then he
thinks suddenly: Why not? . . . Because Cloete’s notion has got hold of his
mind.
“But next day he weakens and says to Cloete . . . Perhaps it
would be best to sell. Couldn’t you talk to my brother? and Cloete
explains to him over again for the twentieth time why selling wouldn’t do,
anyhow. No! The Sagamore must be tomahawked—as he
would call it; to spare George’s feelings, maybe. But every time he says
the word, George shudders. . . I’ve got a man at hand competent for the job who
will do the trick for five hundred, and only too pleased at the chance, says
Cloete. . . George shuts his eyes tight at that sort of talk—but at the same
time he thinks: Humbug! There can be no such man. And yet if there
was such a man it would be safe enough—perhaps.
“And Cloete always funny about it. He couldn’t talk
about anything without it seeming there was a great joke in it somewhere. . .
Now, says he, I know you are a moral citizen, George. Morality is mostly
funk, and I think you’re the funkiest man I ever came across in my travels.
Why, you are afraid to speak to your brother. Afraid to open your mouth
to him with a fortune for us all in sight. . . George flares up at this: no, he
ain’t afraid; he will speak; bangs fist on the desk. And Cloete pats him
on the back. . . We’ll be made men presently, he says.
“But the first time George attempts to speak to Captain
Harry his heart slides down into his boots. Captain Harry only laughs at
the notion of staying ashore. He wants no holiday, not he. But Jane
thinks of remaining in England this trip. Go about a bit and see some of
her people. Jane was the Captain’s wife; round-faced, pleasant
lady. George gives up that time; but Cloete won’t let him rest. So
he tries again; and the Captain frowns. He frowns because he’s
puzzled. He can’t make it out. He has no notion of living away from
his Sagamore. . .
“Ah!” I cried. “Now I understand.”
“No, you don’t,” he growled, his black, contemptuous stare
turning on me crushingly.
“I beg your pardon,” I murmured.
“H’m! Very well, then. Captain Harry looks very
stern, and George crumples all up inside. . . He sees through me, he thinks. .
. Of course it could not be; but George, by that time, was scared at his own
shadow. He is shirking it with Cloete, too. Gives his partner to
understand that his brother has half a mind to try a spell on shore, and so
on. Cloete waits, gnawing his fingers; so anxious. Cloete really
had found a man for the job. Believe it or not, he had found him inside
the very boarding-house he lodged in—somewhere about Tottenham Court
Road. He had noticed down-stairs a fellow—a boarder and not a
boarder—hanging about the dark—part of the passage mostly; sort of ‘man of the
house,’ a slinking chap. Black eyes. White face. The woman of
the house—a widow lady, she called herself—very full of Mr. Stafford; Mr.
Stafford this and Mr. Stafford that. . . Anyhow, Cloete one evening takes him
out to have a drink. Cloete mostly passed away his evenings in saloon
bars. No drunkard, though, Cloete; for company; liked to talk to all sorts
there; just habit; American fashion.
“So Cloete takes that chap out more than once. Not
very good company, though. Little to say for himself. Sits quiet
and drinks what’s given to him, eyes always half closed, speaks sort of demure.
. . I’ve had misfortunes, he says. The truth was they had kicked him out
of a big steam-ship company for disgraceful conduct; nothing to affect his
certificate, you understand; and he had gone down quite easily. Liked it,
I expect. Anything’s better than work. Lived on the widow lady who
kept that boarding-house.”
“That’s almost incredible,” I ventured to interrupt.
“A man with a master’s certificate, do you mean?”
“I do; I’ve known them ’bus cads,” he growled,
contemptuously. “Yes. Swing on the tail-board by the strap and
yell, ‘tuppence all the way.’ Through drink. But this Stafford was
of another kind. Hell’s full of such Staffords; Cloete would make fun of
him, and then there would be a nasty gleam in the fellow’s half-shut eye.
But Cloete was generally kind to him. Cloete was a fellow that would be
kind to a mangy dog. Anyhow, he used to stand drinks to that object, and
now and then gave him half a crown—because the widow lady kept Mr. Stafford
short of pocket-money. They had rows almost every day down in the
basement. . .
“It was the fellow being a sailor that put into Cloete’s
mind the first notion of doing away with the Sagamore. He
studies him a bit, thinks there’s enough devil in him yet to be tempted, and
one evening he says to him . . . I suppose you wouldn’t mind going to sea
again, for a spell? . . . The other never raises his eyes; says it’s scarcely
worth one’s while for the miserable salary one gets. . . Well, but what do you
say to captain’s wages for a time, and a couple of hundred extra if you are
compelled to come home without the ship. Accidents will happen, says
Cloete. . . Oh! sure to, says that Stafford; and goes on taking sips of his
drink as if he had no interest in the matter.
“Cloete presses him a bit; but the other observes, impudent
and languid like: You see, there’s no future in a thing like that—is there? . .
Oh! no, says Cloete. Certainly not. I don’t mean this to have any
future—as far as you are concerned. It’s a ‘once for all’
transaction. Well, what do you estimate your future at? he asks. . . The
fellow more listless than ever—nearly asleep.—I believe the skunk was really
too lazy to care. Small cheating at cards, wheedling or bullying his
living out of some woman or other, was more his style. Cloete swears at
him in whispers something awful. All this in the saloon bar of the Horse
Shoe, Tottenham Court Road. Finally they agree, over the second
sixpennyworth of Scotch hot, on five hundred pounds as the price of tomahawking
the Sagamore. And Cloete waits to see what George can do.
“A week or two goes by. The other fellow loafs about
the house as if there had been nothing, and Cloete begins to doubt whether he
really means ever to tackle that job. But one day he stops Cloete at the
door, with his downcast eyes: What about that employment you wished to give me?
he asks. . . You see, he had played some more than usual dirty trick on the
woman and expected awful ructions presently; and to be fired out for
sure. Cloete very pleased. George had been prevaricating to him such
a lot that he really thought the thing was as well as settled. And he
says: Yes. It’s time I introduced you to my friend. Just get your
hat and we will go now. . .
“The two come into the office, and George at his desk sits
up in a sudden panic—staring. Sees a tallish fellow, sort of
nasty-handsome face, heavy eyes, half shut; short drab overcoat, shabby bowler
hat, very careful—like in his movements. And he thinks to himself, Is
that how such a man looks! No, the thing’s impossible. . . Cloete does the
introduction, and the fellow turns round to look behind him at the chair before
he sits down. . . A thoroughly competent man, Cloete goes on . . . The man says
nothing, sits perfectly quiet. And George can’t speak, throat too
dry. Then he makes an effort: H’m! H’m! Oh
yes—unfortunately—sorry to disappoint—my brother—made other arrangements—going
himself.
“The fellow gets up, never raising his eyes off the ground,
like a modest girl, and goes out softly, right out of the office without a
sound. Cloete sticks his chin in his hand and bites all his fingers at
once. George’s heart slows down and he speaks to Cloete. . . This can’t
be done. How can it be? Directly the ship is lost Harry would see
through it. You know he is a man to go to the underwriters himself with
his suspicions. And he would break his heart over me. How can I
play that on him? There’s only two of us in the world belonging to each
other. . .
“Cloete lets out a horrid cuss-word, jumps up, bolts away
into his room, and George hears him there banging things around. After a
while he goes to the door and says in a trembling voice: You ask me for an
impossibility. . . Cloete inside ready to fly out like a tiger and rend him;
but he opens the door a little way and says softly: Talking of hearts, yours is
no bigger than a mouse’s, let me tell you. . . But George doesn’t care—load off
the heart, anyhow. And just then Captain Harry comes in. . . Hallo,
George boy. I am little late. What about a chop at the Cheshire,
now? . . . Right you are, old man. . . And off they go to lunch together.
Cloete has nothing to eat that day.
“George feels a new man for a time; but all of a sudden that
fellow Stafford begins to hang about the street, in sight of the house
door. The first time George sees him he thinks he made a mistake.
But no; next time he has to go out, there is the very fellow skulking on the
other side of the road. It makes George nervous; but he must go out on
business, and when the fellow cuts across the road-way he dodges him. He
dodges him once, twice, three times; but at last he gets nabbed in his very
doorway. . . What do you want? he says, trying to look fierce.
“It seems that ructions had come in the basement of that
boarding-house, and the widow lady had turned on him (being jealous mad), to
the extent of talking of the police. That Mr. Stafford
couldn’t stand; so he cleared out like a scared stag, and there he was, chucked
into the streets, so to speak. Cloete looked so savage as he went to and
fro that he hadn’t the spunk to tackle him; but George seemed a softer kind to
his eye. He would have been glad of half a quid, anything. . . I’ve had
misfortunes, he says softly, in his demure way, which frightens George more
than a row would have done. . . Consider the severity of my disappointment, he
says. . .
“George, instead of telling him to go to the devil, loses
his head. . . I don’t know you. What do you want? he cries, and bolts
up-stairs to Cloete. . . . Look what’s come of it, he gasps; now we are at the
mercy of that horrid fellow. . . Cloete tries to show him that the fellow can
do nothing; but George thinks that some sort of scandal may be forced on,
anyhow. Says that he can’t live with that horror haunting him.
Cloete would laugh if he weren’t too weary of it all. Then a thought
strikes him and he changes his tune. . . Well, perhaps! I will go
down-stairs and send him away to begin with. . . He comes back. . . He’s
gone. But perhaps you are right. The fellow’s hard up, and that’s
what makes people desperate. The best thing would be to get him out of
the country for a time. Look here, the poor devil is really in want of
employment. I won’t ask you much this time: only to hold your tongue; and
I shall try to get your brother to take him as chief officer. At this
George lays his arms and his head on his desk, so that Cloete feels sorry for
him. But altogether Cloete feels more cheerful because he has shaken the
ghost a bit into that Stafford. That very afternoon he buys him a suit of
blue clothes, and tells him that he will have to turn to and work for his
living now. Go to sea as mate of the Sagamore. The
skunk wasn’t very willing, but what with having nothing to eat and no place to
sleep in, and the woman having frightened him with the talk of some prosecution
or other, he had no choice, properly speaking. Cloete takes care of him
for a couple of days. . . Our arrangement still stands, says he. Here’s
the ship bound for Port Elizabeth; not a safe anchorage at all. Should
she by chance part from her anchors in a north-east gale and get lost on the
beach, as many of them do, why, it’s five hundred in your pocket—and a quick
return home. You are up to the job, ain’t you?
“Our Mr. Stafford takes it all in with downcast eyes. . . I
am a competent seaman, he says, with his sly, modest air. A ship’s chief
mate has no doubt many opportunities to manipulate the chains and anchors to
some purpose. . . At this Cloete thumps him on the back: You’ll do, my noble
sailor. Go in and win. . .
“Next thing George knows, his brother tells him that he had
occasion to oblige his partner. And glad of it, too. Likes the
partner no end. Took a friend of his as mate. Man had his troubles,
been ashore a year nursing a dying wife, it seems. Down on his luck. . .
George protests earnestly that he knows nothing of the person. Saw him
once. Not very attractive to look at. . . And Captain Harry says in his
hearty way, That’s so, but must give the poor devil a chance. . .
“So Mr. Stafford joins in dock. And it seems that he
did manage to monkey with one of the cables—keeping his mind on Port
Elizabeth. The riggers had all the cable ranged on deck to clean
lockers. The new mate watches them go ashore—dinner hour—and sends the
ship-keeper out of the ship to fetch him a bottle of beer. Then he goes
to work whittling away the forelock of the forty-five-fathom shackle-pin, gives
it a tap or two with a hammer just to make it loose, and of course that cable
wasn’t safe any more. Riggers come back—you know what riggers are: come
day, go day, and God send Sunday. Down goes the chain into the locker
without their foreman looking at the shackles at all. What does he
care? He ain’t going in the ship. And two days later the ship goes
to sea. . . ”
At this point I was incautious enough to breathe out another
“I see,” which gave offence again, and brought on me a rude “No, you don’t”—as
before. But in the pause he remembered the glass of beer at his
elbow. He drank half of it, wiped his mustaches, and remarked grimly—
“Don’t you think that there will be any sea life in this,
because there ain’t. If you’re going to put in any out of your own head,
now’s your chance. I suppose you know what ten days of bad weather in the
Channel are like? I don’t. Anyway, ten whole days go by. One
Monday Cloete comes to the office a little late—hears a woman’s voice in
George’s room and looks in. Newspapers on the desk, on the floor; Captain
Harry’s wife sitting with red eyes and a bag on the chair near her. . . Look at
this, says George, in great excitement, showing him a paper. Cloete’s
heart gives a jump. Ha! Wreck in Westport Bay. The Sagamore gone
ashore early hours of Sunday, and so the newspaper men had time to put in some
of their work. Columns of it. Lifeboat out twice. Captain and
crew remain by the ship. Tugs summoned to assist. If the weather
improves, this well-known fine ship may yet be saved. . . You know the way
these chaps put it. . . Mrs. Harry there on her way to catch a train from
Cannon Street. Got an hour to wait.
“Cloete takes George aside and whispers: Ship saved
yet! Oh, damn! That must never be; you hear? But George looks
at him dazed, and Mrs. Harry keeps on sobbing quietly: . . . I ought to have
been with him. But I am going to him. . . We are all going together, cries
Cloete, all of a sudden. He rushes out, sends the woman a cup of hot
bovril from the shop across the road, buys a rug for her, thinks of everything;
and in the train tucks her in and keeps on talking, thirteen to the dozen, all
the way, to keep her spirits up, as it were; but really because he can’t hold
his peace for very joy. Here’s the thing done all at once, and nothing to
pay. Done. Actually done. His head swims now and again when
he thinks of it. What enormous luck! It almost frightens him.
He would like to yell and sing. Meantime George Dunbar sits in his
corner, looking so deadly miserable that at last poor Mrs. Harry tries to
comfort him, and so cheers herself up at the same time by talking about how her
Harry is a prudent man; not likely to risk his crew’s life or his own
unnecessarily—and so on.
“First thing they hear at Westport station is that the
life-boat has been out to the ship again, and has brought off the second
officer, who had hurt himself, and a few sailors. Captain and the rest of
the crew, about fifteen in all, are still on board. Tugs expected to
arrive every moment.
“They take Mrs. Harry to the inn, nearly opposite the rocks;
she bolts straight up-stairs to look out of the window, and she lets out a
great cry when she sees the wreck. She won’t rest till she gets on board
to her Harry. Cloete soothes her all he can. . . All right; you try to
eat a mouthful, and we will go to make inquiries.
“He draws George out of the room: Look here, she can’t go on
board, but I shall. I’ll see to it that he doesn’t stop in the ship too
long. Let’s go and find the coxswain of the life-boat. . . George follows
him, shivering from time to time. The waves are washing over the old
pier; not much wind, a wild, gloomy sky over the bay. In the whole world
only one tug away off, heading to the seas, tossed in and out of sight every
minute as regular as clockwork.
“They meet the coxswain and he tells them: Yes! He’s
going out again. No, they ain’t in danger on board—not yet. But the
ship’s chance is very poor. Still, if the wind doesn’t pipe up again and
the sea goes down something might be tried. After some talk he agrees to
take Cloete on board; supposed to be with an urgent message from the owners to
the captain.
“Whenever Cloete looks at the sky he feels comforted; it
looks so threatening. George Dunbar follows him about with a white face
and saying nothing. Cloete takes him to have a drink or two, and by and
by he begins to pick up. . . That’s better, says Cloete; dash me if it wasn’t
like walking about with a dead man before. You ought to be throwing up
your cap, man. I feel as if I wanted to stand in the street and
cheer. Your brother is safe, the ship is lost, and we are made men.
“Are you certain she’s lost? asks George. It would be
an awful blow after all the agonies I have gone through in my mind, since you
first spoke to me, if she were to be got off—and—and—all this temptation to
begin over again. . . For we had nothing to do with this; had we?
“Of course not, says Cloete. Wasn’t your brother
himself in charge? It’s providential. . . Oh! cries George, shocked. . .
Well, say it’s the devil, says Cloete, cheerfully. I don’t mind!
You had nothing to do with it any more than a baby unborn, you great softy,
you. . . Cloete has got so that he almost loved George Dunbar.
Well. Yes. That was so. I don’t mean he respected him.
He was just fond of his partner.
“They go back, you may say fairly skipping, to the hotel,
and find the wife of the captain at the open window, with her eyes on the ship
as if she wanted to fly across the bay over there. . . Now then, Mrs. Dunbar,
cries Cloete, you can’t go, but I am going. Any messages? Don’t be
shy. I’ll deliver every word faithfully. And if you would like to
give me a kiss for him, I’ll deliver that too, dash me if I don’t.
“He makes Mrs. Harry laugh with his patter. . . Oh, dear Mr.
Cloete, you are a calm, reasonable man. Make him behave sensibly.
He’s a bit obstinate, you know, and he’s so fond of the ship, too. Tell
him I am here—looking on. . . Trust me, Mrs. Dunbar. Only shut that
window, that’s a good girl. You will be sure to catch cold if you don’t,
and the Captain won’t be pleased coming off the wreck to find you coughing and
sneezing so that you can’t tell him how happy you are. And now if you can
get me a bit of tape to fasten my glasses on good to my ears, I will be going.
. .
“How he gets on board I don’t know. All wet and shaken
and excited and out of breath, he does get on board. Ship lying over,
smothered in sprays, but not moving very much; just enough to jag one’s nerve a
bit. He finds them all crowded on the deck-house forward, in their shiny
oilskins, with faces like sick men. Captain Harry can’t believe his
eyes. What! Mr. Cloete! What are you doing here, in God’s
name? . . . Your wife’s ashore there, looking on, gasps out Cloete; and after
they had talked a bit, Captain Harry thinks it’s uncommonly plucky and kind of
his brother’s partner to come off to him like this. Man glad to have somebody
to talk to. . . It’s a bad business, Mr. Cloete, he says. And Cloete
rejoices to hear that. Captain Harry thinks he had done his best, but the
cable had parted when he tried to anchor her. It was a great trial to
lose the ship. Well, he would have to face it. He fetches a deep
sigh now and then. Cloete almost sorry he had come on board, because to
be on that wreck keeps his chest in a tight band all the time. They
crouch out of the wind under the port boat, a little apart from the men.
The life-boat had gone away after putting Cloete on board, but was coming back
next high water to take off the crew if no attempt at getting the ship afloat
could be made. Dusk was falling; winter’s day; black sky; wind
rising. Captain Harry felt melancholy. God’s will be done. If
she must be left on the rocks—why, she must. A man should take what God
sends him standing up. . . Suddenly his voice breaks, and he squeezes Cloete’s
arm: It seems as if I couldn’t leave her, he whispers. Cloete looks round
at the men like a lot of huddled sheep and thinks to himself: They won’t stay.
. . Suddenly the ship lifts a little and sets down with a thump. Tide
rising. Everybody beginning to look out for the life-boat. Some of
the men made her out far away and also two more tugs. But the gale has
come on again, and everybody knows that no tug will ever dare come near the
ship.
“That’s the end, Captain Harry says, very low. . . . Cloete
thinks he never felt so cold in all his life. . . And I feel as if I didn’t
care to live on just now, mutters Captain Harry . . . Your wife’s ashore,
looking on, says Cloete . . . Yes. Yes. It must be awful for her to
look at the poor old ship lying here done for. Why, that’s our home.
“Cloete thinks that as long as the Sagamore’s done
for he doesn’t care, and only wishes himself somewhere else. The
slightest movement of the ship cuts his breath like a blow. And he feels
excited by the danger, too. The captain takes him aside. . . The
life-boat can’t come near us for more than an hour. Look here, Cloete,
since you are here, and such a plucky one—do something for me. . . He tells him
then that down in his cabin aft in a certain drawer there is a bundle of
important papers and some sixty sovereigns in a small canvas bag. Asks
Cloete to go and get these things out. He hasn’t been below since the
ship struck, and it seems to him that if he were to take his eyes off her she
would fall to pieces. And then the men—a scared lot by this time—if he
were to leave them by themselves they would attempt to launch one of the ship’s
boats in a panic at some heavier thump—and then some of them bound to get
drowned. . . There are two or three boxes of matches about my shelves in my
cabin if you want a light, says Captain Harry. Only wipe your wet hands
before you begin to feel for them. . .
“Cloete doesn’t like the job, but doesn’t like to show funk,
either—and he goes. Lots of water on the main-deck, and he splashes
along; it was getting dark, too. All at once, by the mainmast, somebody
catches him by the arm. Stafford. He wasn’t thinking of Stafford at
all. Captain Harry had said something as to the mate not being quite
satisfactory, but it wasn’t much. Cloete doesn’t recognise him in his
oilskins at first. He sees a white face with big eyes peering at him. . .
Are you pleased, Mr. Cloete . . . ?
“Cloete is moved to laugh at the whine, and shakes him
off. But the fellow scrambles on after him on the poop and follows him
down into the cabin of that wrecked ship. And there they are, the two of
them; can hardly see each other. . . You don’t mean to make me believe you have
had anything to do with this, says Cloete. . .
“They both shiver, nearly out of their wits with the
excitement of being on board that ship. She thumps and lurches, and they
stagger together, feeling sick. Cloete again bursts out laughing at that
wretched creature Stafford pretending to have been up to something so
desperate. . . Is that how you think you can treat me now? yells the other man
all of a sudden. . .
“A sea strikes the stern, the ship trembles and groans all
round them, there’s the noise of the seas about and overhead, confusing Cloete,
and he hears the other screaming as if crazy. . . Ah, you don’t believe
me! Go and look at the port chain. Parted? Eh? Go and
see if it’s parted. Go and find the broken link. You can’t.
There’s no broken link. That means a thousand pounds for me. No
less. A thousand the day after we get ashore—prompt. I won’t wait
till she breaks up, Mr. Cloete. To the underwriters I go if I’ve to walk
to London on my bare feet. Port cable! Look at her port cable, I
will say to them. I doctored it—for the owners—tempted by a low rascal
called Cloete.
“Cloete does not understand what it means exactly. All
he sees is that the fellow means to make mischief. He sees trouble ahead.
. . Do you think you can scare me? he asks,—you poor miserable skunk. . . And
Stafford faces him out—both holding on to the cabin table: No, damn you, you
are only a dirty vagabond; but I can scare the other, the chap in the black
coat. . .
“Meaning George Dunbar. Cloete’s brain reels at the
thought. He doesn’t imagine the fellow can do any real harm, but he knows
what George is; give the show away; upset the whole business he had set his
heart on. He says nothing; he hears the other, what with the funk and
strain and excitement, panting like a dog—and then a snarl. . . A thousand
down, twenty-four hours after we get ashore; day after to-morrow. That’s
my last word, Mr. Cloete. . . A thousand pounds, day after to-morrow, says
Cloete. Oh yes. And to-day take this, you dirty cur. . . He hits
straight from the shoulder in sheer rage, nothing else. Stafford goes
away spinning along the bulk-head. Seeing this, Cloete steps out and
lands him another one somewhere about the jaw. The fellow staggers
backward right into the captain’s cabin through the open door. Cloete,
following him up, hears him fall down heavily and roll to leeward, then slams
the door to and turns the key. . . There! says he to himself, that will stop you
from making trouble.”
“By Jove!” I murmured.
The old fellow departed from his impressive immobility to
turn his rakishly hatted head and look at me with his old, black, lack-lustre
eyes.
“He did leave him there,” he uttered, weightily, returning
to the contemplation of the wall. “Cloete didn’t mean to allow anybody,
let alone a thing like Stafford, to stand in the way of his great notion of
making George and himself, and Captain Harry, too, for that matter, rich
men. And he didn’t think much of consequences. These
patent-medicine chaps don’t care what they say or what they do. They
think the world’s bound to swallow any story they like to tell. . . He stands
listening for a bit. And it gives him quite a turn to hear a thump at the
door and a sort of muffled raving screech inside the captain’s room. He
thinks he hears his own name, too, through the awful crash as the old Sagamore rises
and falls to a sea. That noise and that awful shock make him clear out of
the cabin. He collects his senses on the poop. But his heart sinks
a little at the black wildness of the night. Chances that he will get
drowned himself before long. Puts his head down the companion.
Through the wind and breaking seas he can hear the noise of Stafford’s beating
against the door and cursing. He listens and says to himself: No.
Can’t trust him now. . .
“When he gets back to the top of the deck-house he says to
Captain Harry, who asks him if he got the things, that he is very sorry.
There was something wrong with the door. Couldn’t open it. And to
tell you the truth, says he, I didn’t like to stop any longer in that
cabin. There are noises there as if the ship were going to pieces. . .
Captain Harry thinks: Nervous; can’t be anything wrong with the door. But
he says: Thanks—never mind, never mind. . . All hands looking out now for the
life-boat. Everybody thinking of himself rather. Cloete asks
himself, will they miss him? But the fact is that Mr. Stafford had made
such poor show at sea that after the ship struck nobody ever paid any attention
to him. Nobody cared what he did or where he was. Pitch dark,
too—no counting of heads. The light of the tug with the lifeboat in tow
is seen making for the ship, and Captain Harry asks: Are we all there? . . .
Somebody answers: All here, sir. . . Stand by to leave the ship, then, says
Captain Harry; and two of you help the gentleman over first. . . Aye, aye, sir.
. . Cloete was moved to ask Captain Harry to let him stay till last, but the
life-boat drops on a grapnel abreast the fore-rigging, two chaps lay hold of
him, watch their chance, and drop him into her, all safe.
“He’s nearly exhausted; not used to that sort of thing, you
see. He sits in the stern-sheets with his eyes shut. Don’t want to
look at the white water boiling all around. The men drop into the boat
one after another. Then he hears Captain Harry’s voice shouting in the
wind to the coxswain, to hold on a moment, and some other words he can’t catch,
and the coxswain yelling back: Don’t be long, sir. . . What is it? Cloete
asks feeling faint. . . Something about the ship’s papers, says the coxswain,
very anxious. It’s no time to be fooling about alongside, you
understand. They haul the boat off a little and wait. The water
flies over her in sheets. Cloete’s senses almost leave him. He
thinks of nothing. He’s numb all over, till there’s a shout: Here he is!
. . . They see a figure in the fore-rigging waiting—they slack away on the
grapnel-line and get him in the boat quite easy. There is a little
shouting—it’s all mixed up with the noise of the sea. Cloete fancies that
Stafford’s voice is talking away quite close to his ear. There’s a lull
in the wind, and Stafford’s voice seems to be speaking very fast to the
coxswain; he tells him that of course he was near his skipper, was all the time
near him, till the old man said at the last moment that he must go and get the
ship’s papers from aft; would insist on going himself; told him, Stafford, to
get into the life-boat. . . He had meant to wait for his skipper, only there
came this smooth of the seas, and he thought he would take his chance at once.
“Cloete opens his eyes. Yes. There’s Stafford
sitting close by him in that crowded life-boat. The coxswain stoops over
Cloete and cries: Did you hear what the mate said, sir? . . . Cloete’s face
feels as if it were set in plaster, lips and all. Yes, I did, he forces
himself to answer. The coxswain waits a moment, then says: I don’t like
it. . . And he turns to the mate, telling him it was a pity he did not try to
run along the deck and hurry up the captain when the lull came. Stafford
answers at once that he did think of it, only he was afraid of missing him on
the deck in the dark. For, says he, the captain might have got over at
once, thinking I was already in the life-boat, and you would have hauled off
perhaps, leaving me behind. . . True enough, says the coxswain. A minute
or so passes. This won’t do, mutters the coxswain. Suddenly
Stafford speaks up in a sort of hollow voice: I was by when he told Mr. Cloete here
that he didn’t know how he would ever have the courage to leave the old ship;
didn’t he, now? . . . And Cloete feels his arm being gripped quietly in the
dark. . . Didn’t he now? We were standing together just before you went
over, Mr. Cloete? . . .
“Just then the coxswain cries out: I’m going on board to
see. . . Cloete tears his arm away: I am going with you. . .
“When they get aboard, the coxswain tells Cloete to go aft
along one side of the ship and he would go along the other so as not to miss the
captain. . . And feel about with your hands, too, says he; he might have fallen
and be lying insensible somewhere on the deck. . . When Cloete gets at last to
the cabin companion on the poop the coxswain is already there, peering down and
sniffing. I detect a smell of smoke down there, says he. And he
yells: Are you there, sir? . . . This is not a case for shouting, says Cloete,
feeling his heart go stony, as it were. . . Down they go. Pitch dark; the
inclination so sharp that the coxswain, groping his way into the captain’s
room, slips and goes tumbling down. Cloete hears him cry out as though he
had hurt himself, and asks what’s the matter. And the coxswain answers
quietly that he had fallen on the captain, lying there insensible. Cloete
without a word begins to grope all over the shelves for a box of matches, finds
one, and strikes a light. He sees the coxswain in his cork jacket
kneeling over Captain Harry. . . Blood, says the coxswain, looking up, and the
match goes out. . .
“Wait a bit, says Cloete; I’ll make paper spills. . . He had
felt the back of books on the shelves. And so he stands lighting one
spill from another while the coxswain turns poor Captain Harry over.
Dead, he says. Shot through the heart. Here’s the revolver. . . He
hands it up to Cloete, who looks at it before putting it in his pocket, and
sees a plate on the butt with H. Dunbar on it. . . His own, he
mutters. . . Whose else revolver did you expect to find? snaps the
coxswain. And look, he took off his long oilskin in the cabin before he
went in. But what’s this lot of burnt paper? What could he want to
burn the ship’s papers for? . . .
Cloete sees all, the little drawers drawn out, and asks the
coxswain to look well into them. . . There’s nothing, says the man.
Cleaned out. Seems to have pulled out all he could lay his hands on and
set fire to the lot. Mad—that’s what it is—went mad. And now he’s
dead. You’ll have to break it to his wife. . .
“I feel as if I were going mad myself, says Cloete,
suddenly, and the coxswain begs him for God’s sake to pull himself together,
and drags him away from the cabin. They had to leave the body, and as it
was they were just in time before a furious squall came on. Cloete is
dragged into the life-boat and the coxswain tumbles in. Haul away on the
grapnel, he shouts; the captain has shot himself. . .
“Cloete was like a dead man—didn’t care for anything.
He let that Stafford pinch his arm twice without making a sign. Most of
Westport was on the old pier to see the men out of the life-boat, and at first
there was a sort of confused cheery uproar when she came alongside; but after
the coxswain has shouted something the voices die out, and everybody is very
quiet. As soon as Cloete has set foot on something firm he becomes himself
again. The coxswain shakes hands with him: Poor woman, poor woman, I’d
rather you had the job than I. . .
“Where’s the mate?” asks Cloete. He’s the last man who
spoke to the master. . . Somebody ran along—the crew were being taken to the
Mission Hall, where there was a fire and shake-downs ready for them—somebody
ran along the pier and caught up with Stafford. . . Here! The owner’s
agent wants you. . . Cloete tucks the fellow’s arm under his own and walks away
with him to the left, where the fishing-harbour is. . . I suppose I haven’t
misunderstood you. You wish me to look after you a bit, says he.
The other hangs on him rather limp, but gives a nasty little laugh: You had
better, he mumbles; but mind, no tricks; no tricks, Mr. Cloete; we are on land
now.
“There’s a police office within fifty yards from here, says
Cloete. He turns into a little public house, pushes Stafford along the
passage. The landlord runs out of the bar. . . This is the mate of the
ship on the rocks, Cloete explains; I wish you would take care of him a bit
to-night. . . What’s the matter with him? asks the man. Stafford leans
against the wall in the passage, looking ghastly. And Cloete says it’s
nothing—done up, of course. . . I will be responsible for the expense; I am the
owner’s agent. I’ll be round in an hour or two to see him.
And Cloete gets back to the hotel. The news had
travelled there already, and the first thing he sees is George outside the door
as white as a sheet waiting for him. Cloete just gives him a nod and they
go in. Mrs. Harry stands at the head of the stairs, and, when she sees
only these two coming up, flings her arms above her head and runs into her
room. Nobody had dared tell her, but not seeing her husband was
enough. Cloete hears an awful shriek. . . Go to her, he says to George.
“While he’s alone in the private parlour Cloete drinks a
glass of brandy and thinks it all out. Then George comes in. . . The
landlady’s with her, he says. And he begins to walk up and down the room,
flinging his arms about and talking, disconnected like, his face set hard as
Cloete has never seen it before. . . What must be, must be. Dead—only
brother. Well, dead—his troubles over. But we are living, he says
to Cloete; and I suppose, says he, glaring at him with hot, dry eyes, that you
won’t forget to wire in the morning to your friend that we are coming in for
certain. . .
“Meaning the patent-medicine fellow. . . Death is death and
business is business, George goes on; and look—my hands are clean, he says,
showing them to Cloete. Cloete thinks: He’s going crazy. He catches
hold of him by the shoulders and begins to shake him: Damn you—if you had had
the sense to know what to say to your brother, if you had had the spunk to
speak to him at all, you moral creature you, he would be alive now, he shouts.
“At this George stares, then bursts out weeping with a great
bellow. He throws himself on the couch, buries his face in a cushion, and
howls like a kid. . . That’s better, thinks Cloete, and he leaves him, telling
the landlord that he must go out, as he has some little business to attend to
that night. The landlord’s wife, weeping herself, catches him on the
stairs: Oh, sir, that poor lady will go out of her mind. . .
“Cloete shakes her off, thinking to himself: Oh no!
She won’t. She will get over it. Nobody will go mad about this
affair unless I do. It isn’t sorrow that makes people go mad, but worry.
“There Cloete was wrong. What affected Mrs. Harry was
that her husband should take his own life, with her, as it were, looking
on. She brooded over it so that in less than a year they had to put her
into a Home. She was very, very quiet; just gentle melancholy. She
lived for quite a long time.
“Well, Cloete splashes along in the wind and rain.
Nobody in the streets—all the excitement over. The publican runs out to
meet him in the passage and says to him: Not this way. He isn’t in his
room. We couldn’t get him to go to bed nohow. He’s in the little
parlour there. We’ve lighted him a fire. . . You have been giving him
drinks too, says Cloete; I never said I would be responsible for drinks.
How many? . . . Two, says the other. It’s all right. I don’t mind
doing that much for a shipwrecked sailor. . . Cloete smiles his funny smile:
Eh? Come. He paid for them. . . The publican just blinks. . . Gave
you gold, didn’t he? Speak up! . . . What of that! cries the man.
What are you after, anyway? He had the right change for his sovereign.
“Just so, says Cloete. He walks into the parlour, and
there he sees our Stafford; hair all up on end, landlord’s shirt and pants on,
bare feet in slippers, sitting by the fire. When he sees Cloete he casts
his eyes down.
“You didn’t mean us ever to meet again, Mr. Cloete, Stafford
says, demurely. . . That fellow, when he had the drink he wanted—he wasn’t a
drunkard—would put on this sort of sly, modest air. . . But since the captain
committed suicide, he says, I have been sitting here thinking it out. All
sorts of things happen. Conspiracy to lose the ship—attempted murder—and
this suicide. For if it was not suicide, Mr. Cloete, then I know of a
victim of the most cruel, cold-blooded attempt at murder; somebody who has
suffered a thousand deaths. And that makes the thousand pounds of which
we spoke once a quite insignificant sum. Look how very convenient this
suicide is. . .
“He looks up at Cloete then, who smiles at him and comes
quite close to the table.
“You killed Harry Dunbar, he whispers. . . The fellow glares
at him and shows his teeth: Of course I did! I had been in that cabin for
an hour and a half like a rat in a trap. . . Shut up and left to drown in that
wreck. Let flesh and blood judge. Of course I shot him! I
thought it was you, you murdering scoundrel, come back to settle me. He
opens the door flying and tumbles right down upon me; I had a revolver in my
hand, and I shot him. I was crazy. Men have gone crazy for less.
“Cloete looks at him without flinching. Aha!
That’s your story, is it? . . . And he shakes the table a little in his passion
as he speaks. . . Now listen to mine. What’s this conspiracy? Who’s
going to prove it? You were there to rob. You were rifling his
cabin; he came upon you unawares with your hands in the drawer; and you shot
him with his own revolver. You killed to steal—to steal! His brother
and the clerks in the office know that he took sixty pounds with him to
sea. Sixty pounds in gold in a canvas bag. He told me where they
were. The coxswain of the life-boat can swear to it that the drawers were
all empty. And you are such a fool that before you’re half an hour ashore
you change a sovereign to pay for a drink. Listen to me. If you
don’t turn up day after to-morrow at George Dunbar’s solicitors, to make the
proper deposition as to the loss of the ship, I shall set the police on your
track. Day after to-morrow. . .
“And then what do you think? That Stafford begins to
tear his hair. Just so. Tugs at it with both hands without saying
anything. Cloete gives a push to the table which nearly sends the fellow
off his chair, tumbling inside the fender; so that he has got to catch hold of
it to save himself. . .
“You know the sort of man I am, Cloete says, fiercely.
I’ve got to a point that I don’t care what happens to me. I would shoot
you now for tuppence.
“At this the cur dodges under the table. Then Cloete
goes out, and as he turns in the street—you know, little fishermen’s cottages,
all dark; raining in torrents, too—the other opens the window of the parlour
and speaks in a sort of crying voice—
“You low Yankee fiend—I’ll pay you off some day.
“Cloete passes by with a damn bitter laugh, because he
thinks that the fellow in a way has paid him off already, if he only knew it.”
My impressive ruffian drank what remained of his beer, while
his black, sunken eyes looked at me over the rim.
“I don’t quite understand this,” I said. “In what
way?”
He unbent a little and explained without too much scorn that
Captain Harry being dead, his half of the insurance money went to his wife, and
her trustees of course bought consols with it. Enough to keep her
comfortable. George Dunbar’s half, as Cloete feared from the first, did
not prove sufficient to launch the medicine well; other moneyed men stepped in,
and these two had to go out of that business, pretty nearly shorn of
everything.
“I am curious,” I said, “to learn what the motive force of
this tragic affair was—I mean the patent medicine. Do you know?”
He named it, and I whistled respectfully. Nothing less
than Parker’s Lively Lumbago Pills. Enormous property! You know it;
all the world knows it. Every second man, at least, on this globe of ours
has tried it.
“Why!” I cried, “they missed an immense fortune.”
“Yes,” he mumbled, “by the price of a revolver-shot.”
He told me also that eventually Cloete returned to the
States, passenger in a cargo-boat from Albert Dock. The night before he
sailed he met him wandering about the quays, and took him home for a
drink. “Funny chap, Cloete. We sat all night drinking grogs, till
it was time for him to go on board.”
It was then that Cloete, unembittered but weary, told him
this story, with that utterly unconscious frankness of a patent-medicine man
stranger to all moral standards. Cloete concluded by remarking that he,
had “had enough of the old country.” George Dunbar had turned on him, too,
in the end. Cloete was clearly somewhat disillusioned.
As to Stafford, he died, professed loafer, in some East End
hospital or other, and on his last day clamoured “for a parson,” because his
conscience worried him for killing an innocent man. “Wanted somebody to
tell him it was all right,” growled my old ruffian, contemptuously. “He
told the parson that I knew this Cloete who had tried to murder him, and so the
parson (he worked among the dock labourers) once spoke to me about it.
That skunk of a fellow finding himself trapped yelled for mercy. . . Promised
to be good and so on. . . Then he went crazy . . . screamed and threw himself
about, beat his head against the bulkheads . . . you can guess all that—eh? . .
. till he was exhausted. Gave up. Threw himself down, shut his
eyes, and wanted to pray. So he says. Tried to think of some prayer
for a quick death—he was that terrified. Thought that if he had a knife
or something he would cut his throat, and be done with it. Then he
thinks: No! Would try to cut away the wood about the lock. . . He had no
knife in his pocket. . . he was weeping and calling on God to send him a tool
of some kind when suddenly he thinks: Axe! In most ships there is a spare
emergency axe kept in the master’s room in some locker or other. . . Up he
jumps. . . Pitch dark. Pulls at the drawers to find matches and, groping
for them, the first thing he comes upon—Captain Harry’s revolver. Loaded
too. He goes perfectly quiet all over. Can shoot the lock to
pieces. See? Saved! God’s providence! There are boxes
of matches too. Thinks he: I may just as well see what I am about.
“Strikes a light and sees the little canvas bag tucked away
at the back of the drawer. Knew at once what that was. Rams it into
his pocket quick. Aha! says he to himself: this requires more
light. So he pitches a lot of paper on the floor, set fire to it, and
starts in a hurry rummaging for more valuables. Did you ever? He
told that East-End parson that the devil tempted him. First God’s mercy—then
devil’s work. Turn and turn about. . .
“Any squirming skunk can talk like that. He was so
busy with the drawers that the first thing he heard was a shout, Great
Heavens. He looks up and there was the door open (Cloete had left the key
in the lock) and Captain Harry holding on, well above him, very fierce in the
light of the burning papers. His eyes were starting out of his
head. Thieving, he thunders at him. A sailor! An
officer! No! A wretch like you deserves no better than to be left
here to drown.
“This Stafford—on his death-bed—told the parson that when he
heard these words he went crazy again. He snatched his hand with the
revolver in it out of the drawer, and fired without aiming. Captain Harry
fell right in with a crash like a stone on top of the burning papers, putting
the blaze out. All dark. Not a sound. He listened for a bit
then dropped the revolver and scrambled out on deck like mad.”
The old fellow struck the table with his ponderous fist.
“What makes me sick is to hear these silly boat-men telling
people the captain committed suicide. Pah! Captain Harry was a man
that could face his Maker any time up there, and here below, too. He
wasn’t the sort to slink out of life. Not he! He was a good man down
to the ground. He gave me my first job as stevedore only three days after
I got married.”
As the vindication of Captain Harry from the charge of
suicide seemed to be his only object, I did not thank him very effusively for
his material. And then it was not worth many thanks in any case.
For it is too startling even to think of such things
happening in our respectable Channel in full view, so to speak, of the
luxurious continental traffic to Switzerland and Monte Carlo. This story
to be acceptable should have been transposed to somewhere in the South
Seas. But it would have been too much trouble to cook it for the
consumption of magazine readers. So here it is raw, so to speak—just as
it was told to me—but unfortunately robbed of the striking effect of the
narrator; the most imposing old ruffian that ever followed the unromantic trade
of master stevedore in the port of London.
Oct. 1910.
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